Stiletto, bingo. Rhymes aye?

Helloooooooooo people.!
oooooooh and i didnt went school today!
hehe. i was rather hesitating whether to GO or not to GO.
guess im a naughty girl afterall. decided not to GO because
1) i havent finish my MATHS homework -> see! yoga stress kills me!
2) i didnt revise SS -> i was feeling guilty): but i fell asleep after reading about SADDAM HUSSEIN.
great huh. :)

wella, i woke up around 12pm
my first reaction was: ohno. so late already.
LOL. because initially i wanted to wake up after my father left for work
then i could do my revisions peacefully at home. but plan failed!):
so anywayz, bro came home and we cooked lunch for ourselves:)
and its already 6pm naoooooooo, i desperately need to study already.
hope that it will be a success tho! so that today won't go to waste.

i swear that i WILL NOT skip schoool anymore!
cuz this morn, my bro said: "you really dont look like someone who's gonna take Olevels" - ok of cuz his sentence wasnt so long. hahaha. i edited it but its the same meaning.
so YEA. i was very depressed after he said this >:

because..
its not that i want to skip school desperately
if you've been thru what i have, you might have the same thoughts as me
and, i feel that maths is pushing me off the edge
i freak out whenever theres maths homework
altho there's only 1 set of past year paper
and it really freaks me out that yoga wants us to complete this or that within a time frame
it really scares me out
makes me step back
i dont dare to step out front bcause im so afraid i will fall off the cliff

altho part B is almost finishing, i mean we're done
but there's certainly drafts to be completed
just hope that i dont have a lot of edit. i h8 editing>: (altho it helps but somehow you'll abhore it because it takes up alot of brain juice)
however! i have decided to START studying
like today. haha
i know like very slow & last min or whatever

but at least im starting now right?
i rubbed my eyes in disbelief (sp? drama mama i know) when i was browsing /looking at the calender yesterday night.
like prelims coming damn fast. and soon it will be the O levels
till now havent receive the DPA thingy, quite sad la
think i no chance alr
then i will have to work doubly hard for the Os so that i get good results

but the thing with me is:
i study better outside
theres NSP in school but i think its pretty useless
because theres like RULES and pathetic TWO hours
seriouslyyyyyyyyyyyyy, i h8 rules. h8h8h8h8 rules. although i was ONCE in the MILIARY band. hahahaha
disciplineeeeeee but i often flout them though! i mean during uppersec times
lowersec was the observing-rules-window-period. haha
weird. weird words kept popping up in my head

SN told me that my blog is naggy, long-winded
so im kinda havin the phobia of having long posts
cuz i like people reading my thoughts and UNDERSTAND me.
no point you read alr then you dont geddit and still h8 me in the end
so no point eh?
hahaha
i have reasons for doing everything and anything ya know<:

i know the words are lil puny
but you know you can upsize them by pressing
ctrl + scroller of your mouseeeeee
it will UP UP UP and become bigger
idk is roll forward or backward. ownself trial and error kay.:)
hahaha

i think my phone is done charging

so i shall update photos like soon!:)

anyways if you find yourself cant posting piccas,
ask me kay! ask me and i will help you solve:)
genius. HAHAHA no la im kidding:)
but yep the answering part is true tho.
^^

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