Secret Stash.

Hihi people.
its like 11:45pm nowwwww. im supposed to be doing my FNN coursework now!!!
but unfortunately, laziness kicked in and im like sitting here and blogSHOPPING.
yes, im kinda like looking for some dresses. hawhaw

hmmmmmmm today was alrighty
but i was realllly tired. ):
had maths ST in the morning. ooooooh its extremely hard (i mean for me la. im like the 1st in maths counting from the bottom. LOL) k im just insulting myself. wdv.
haha. then after recess was POA. not bad. i know how to do the questions!!! ^^
then was chemistry...... hmmmm not bad. i like experimental chem. i like chromatography! =D
after that was bio..... not bad. felt proud of myself cuz i did my homework :)
then was english - mr suaini never come!! i mean he didnt attend the lesson.
haha i think he got sick of talking while we're talking so he got a cheena lady to relieve.

so basically the lesson was pretty slacky
i read newspapes, sms, talk, hide eilane's stuffs and dream
hahahaha ok la. i like;)
after that went for LIT.
i like it when mrs norlinda tells us about her life:) its sooooo amazing!
after that went to eCon and had cup noodles.
funny. ys cant identify vehicles!!! HAHA :)
then after that walked home :)

slepttttt till 7plus and tv-ed used comp
and i ate the sinful food - KFC. im having a cough
yet im eating that!!! so yea. but its finger-lickin' good! (Y)
hehe. now im like using comp and im gonna start my FNN soon!
before i forget, my favourite show is airing like in 5mins time!!!
tonight, i shall sleep @ 4am or earlier if i can. cuz i need to COMPLETE the damn conclusion!!!
boo. hard work pays off! so i shall put in hard work
anw im expecting scoldings somehow! cuz i initially wanted to develop but i totally forgotten about it till ystd MIDNIGHT. if you're been following my tweets, you should have known about it! haha.

so yep bye! i know its abrupt
but no one cares right? :)
byeeeeeeee

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its painful to meet your eyes
knowing that i couldnt say hi or smile or wave or whatever
its painful that i have to avoid your eyes
pretending like nothing had happened
maybe i needn't do all these
but i just cant.. just cant stop myself from wallowing in despair
how much i wanted the friendship to recover might not be how much you've wanted it
it really depends on you..

i have no say or whatsoever in your decisions
because since you have wrote that post
it clearly shows that you're on the verge on letting go..
idk what else i can say
but pls, take good care of yourself.....

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it sounded like a breakup post or whatever
believe it or not, our friendship is/was as close as that.
as close as whatever you can imagine.
so dont underestimate this.