Purged.

Hmm......... i was very motivated just now on studying chemistry.
hahaha but now i am hungry i decided not to... cuz if i stay up any further i'll be even hungrier.
and i can't eat any more supper/snacks! if not i'll get fatter. and rounder..
well, maybe i'll just study a teeny weeny bit. srsly i know im gonna fail.
i just knew that we had chem TODAY. like so wtffffffff.
so it kinda sucked to be absent for chem. BOOHOO T-T
wdv. the main point is, we have to report to school @ 9am
or was it 845? wdv la. but yeah. like why must have mock exam on sat!!!!
totally dumb. >:O

ohyes, i didnt went for my retail therapy today
was extremely exhausted and tiredddddd so i spent time @ my crib. :)
hmm, today's day was actually alright. rather pleasant i would say?
maths was alrighty, chem too. i luv doing chem experiments. haha
its like so cool:) hahaha. Lit was okay too. but sometimes it gets boring listening to Mrs Norlinda.
and my mind will drift away~~~ but anyway, she talked abt living life to fullest.
and i think that shes very cool because she had been to many countries!
if i have the money, i wanna go Italy and France!! and Korea and japan and Taiwan.
hahaha i think Italy is cool. i wanna go Russia (sp??) and Spain toooooooo :)
hahaha im night-dreaming. ^-^

FNN was kinda rushy rush rush. cuz suddenly 4f people came in and it got noisy.
hahahaha but its funny. cuz like theres this scent of panic-ness. (weird description i know)
hahaha but really. and we're supposed to pass up our final coursework part B on TUESDAY.
wth. im suddenly so stressssed. ): gahhhhhh
then had POA asp. happy that i finally know how to do prepayments & accruals ^0^
but after POA, my mood decelerated till no end. ))))))))))))))))))))))))):
walked extremely super slowly to the LRT station and waited for Eehon to come :)
he finally came and we bused to Tampines 1 to meet Alexy.
and bought our contacts. YAYYYY IM SO HAPPY. heehee. thx Alexy! :DDDD
then bused back to Sk. Alexy alighted somewhere in Tampines. haha. he went home :)
then we went back Sk and Eehon sent me home :) thankyou (:
haha. then homed and i was soooooo extremely tired that i fell asleeeeep.
lol.

woke up ard 9plus due my sister's screaming
wtf. she told me she needed the camera (yes the f camera again!!) during the weekends cuz she going overseas (which is malaysia -.-). then i lent my camera to second sissy today (fri)
then she came into my room screaming for the camera. i told her its with second sissy
then after she called her then she came into my room again and screamed for me to get out of my room and transfer the pictures.
wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhelll. was damn irritated. cuz i just woke up
but not naturally awaken. but was due to the screaming of my sister. how great?
pfffft and she left for her HOLIDAY and friggin' switched all the lights and tv off before she left.
what-the-fuck? i was in the kitchen pouring drinks then. tskkkkkkkk
stupid bimbo.

ahh k im going to stop writing already! i know its abrupt.
but i dont feel like writing anymore. i sound naggy!
so bye!!! :)
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im still not okay, despite the fact that i've cried.
i h8 this. i h8 that i am so helpless.
i h8 that i cannot do anything to salvage.
it has not ended. i know. but i feel miserable.
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i feel like confiding to the girl-whom-got-her-heels-stuck-to-the-drain-while-we-were-out-the-other-time now. i just need her so much now.
i just feel like telling her everything. everything about my life now.
about the crisis. about people i have met. about how i feel.
AH.
i just need her nowwwwwwwwwwwww T-T
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and thx to jinsheng for the offer!
i appreciated it :)
thanks alot x10000000000