Excitement.

This is bad. ah, things are not turning out to be what i'd expected!
goodness! okay. so i've gotten back my chem ST, got 8/20.
i failed but i feel neutral, or rather, a slight tinge of happiness. hahaha
cos i used to hit the top, counting from the bottom :)

okay.. then everyday was going all the same
except that i kept sleeping late, around 2am then i sleep
which is bad, real bad! humph
but studies-wise are all going well except for MATHS.
i got a freaking 25/80 for maths. ))))))):
and i havent finish all my maths homeworks!
sometimes i think that mrs yoga is quite over-bearing, or domineering?
its like shes gone for 2weeks, and once shes back, she expects us to bring our homework
i swear upon everything that she wouldnt even collect!
its like, i dont like it. ):
its not motivating me enough. its not forcing me to complete her homework.

okay. then was quite happy that i got all correct for Miss Teo's worksheet on Alkanes & Alkenes! =DDDD (sorry hor, im not proud, this is just being happy, dont get the WRONG idea!)
that was to anyone who reads my blog, anonymously.
okay, hmm i guess thats all. shall upload some piccas :)

hope i'll get more motivation!! i seriously NEED IT!!


I feel it.
The adrenaline rush, is getting to me.
You're making me fall head over heels for you.
You're just like, something glowing. glowing the midst of darkness.
Glowing for me to reach out to you, to lead you out.
I want to approach you, but you seemed so hostile, for me to reach out.
For me to get to know you, it seems so hard.
But i will make the approach soon. It has been long, since ive felt this pressure of infatuation, ever since.... and its making me feel tortured. a feeling that i must have you.
I feel like im talking as though i have a prey.
haha. but nope, its a human (: a perfectly flawless-skin human.
ah. i want you so much.
Is it a lust or Is it love?

many x(s) and o(s)