Hard to decipher.

Hello peeps.
Im like so tired nowwwwwwwwwwwww.
just now went swimming downstairs, currently @ Jianying aunt's house.
yeah. i think im ton-ning outside today, cos i was so late alr havent go home
so my dad decides to NOT give me moneh for tomorrow.
which kinda sucked, la.

im feeling so giddy and dizzy (i think its the same)
and im feeling a tad hungry.
arghhhhhhhhh theres some things weighing on my mind.
i feel so fxcked up, somehow.
someone's aint replying my messages, pffffft.
was like waiting the whole night, for the person's reply....
then till now havent reply.... quite disappointed la.
ah.

nevermind.
today woke up damn early, around 10plusam.
to me its EARLY. cos i slept at 2am yesterday..
then bathed preped and stuffs.
Jianying(L) then said that she'll be late, so met @ 12.45pm instead
BUT! she wasnt there yet -.- saw estherL on the way.
ha. then natalie was there waiting.. aww, felt so bad. ):
then waited for Jianying to come! take so longggggggggggg
then trained tgt to dhobyghaut. met Isaac
then walkwalkwalk. blablabla~
then after that Isaac & Natalie left then we walked to Fareast.
and STARTED OUR SHOPPING SPREEEE!
was really really happy! bought tonsa stuffs.
bag, dress, top, necklace, eyeliner,prezzie. yeah i think like that.
hahahaa i spent like 60+ over! so shiok. long time since i have done that!
Jianying also bought some stuffs, she bought shoes & dress i think.

after that trained back, then home sweet home
then i went home ate dinner removed make up blabla
then met her again at compass and we went SWIMMING!
so cool. saw a pair of GAYS, two CHEENAS, and a pair of frolicking couple -.-
super cool, i know. (:

swam till 10pm then went up
watched toGether and wento bathe.
then now Jianying playing mahjong. i've got nothing better to do
so came to use comp.
im HUNGRY! ):
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I missed you so badly,
I cant control myself... I got a shock when i know that you already knew it long ago,
nevermind about who told me..
Im in a mess, everything about me is in a mess now.
i feel so insecure when you dont reply my messages.
i feel so insecure when you have a poker-face.
undecipher-able face..
somehow it hurts.
to know that you....
argh. and sometimes i really think that im falling into a trap.
a trap that FATE set for me.
to let me fall, deeply, once and for all.
and i will be forever in that trap. unable to get out.
till my FATED ONE comes for me, then i'll be free.
i believe you're the one somehow, i know it sounds corny.
but whatever. i believe in FATE. i know you do, too.
cos i know it. LOL

give me the faith
give me the hope
give me the reason, to continue liking/loving you.
because the path is so tough.
so hard to continue.
because you are so..
you just tempt me, over & over again, through & through.
you just make me fall in love with you all over again.
give me the love, love.
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if you readers think that what i wrote above is
OH-SO-EWWISH. then lemme tell ya, fuck off wont you?
i didnt INVITE you to read. for f goodness sake.
so i certainly have to right to ask you NOT to comment.
ha. so what if it sounds corny? oh c'mon. imma lit student eh.
use some brainz and think. before you talk
before you comment. or before you fucking gossip.
if you dont even know WHO i like, then please la hor.
shut the fuck up. because WHO i like certainly DOESNT concerns ANYBODY!
you dont have to go round asking people things like,
"eh, i think jane like xx leh! she like him anot ah?"
lemme tell you k, if you wanna know who i like you come ask me
dont ask anyone else, come ask me.
but whether anot i'll tell you, it depends :)
whatever the case is, just MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS.
thanks.
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k im off to RESTAURANT CITY! =D
byeeee peeps.