Chinese Chinese Chinese

Oh my goodness. i've been doing chinese for like the past 4 hours
not much, cos i've been side-tracking, like walking around the house/disturbing my hamsters/smsing/disturb my siblings. LOL
i cant concentrate man~ and now my head is spinning, cos i pinned up my fringe because its way too irritating, keep poke into my eyes/stuck at the side of my forehead, itching me.
but good thing is, i've completed some parts of the paper 2(s) and 1 yingyongwen. gonna finish up one zuo wen soon! i owed teacher like 2 more yingyongwen and 1 zuo wen! DEAD MAN.
i wanted to finish up everything today, but apparently my plan failed.
because i woke up at 8pm. and the fact that the TV was switched on ever since 9pm
not that i wanted to watch but i simply couldnt concentrate!
damn, i will and must get A1 for chinese. i've decided! ever since the motivation talk (was it even counted one?) by Mrs Tan. hahaha
and im determined to pass my maths, although i havent done anything yet!
but yeah, im gonna complete my overdued work in class tmr~
*kinda happy that i passed my F&N because of the hardwork i put in my coursework saved my life, like totally! ^^ although it doesnt outmatch the point that i've failed 3 subjects. terrible.
D7, E8, F9! DAMNNNN, can anything be worse than this!
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i miss you, i want you, i love you so much.
i can hardly breathe. you held my heart so tightly and refused to let it go.
yet im suffering in silence, deep inside...

you know you love me,
xoxo