Sunday, August 30, 2009
Ouch.
Ohmygod.
i think if theres anything she wants to settle with her boyfriend,
she should really do it behind closed doors.
and it looks kinda painful. and shes holding a SHOE, btw.
lol.
2 words.
Remember the times we sworn that we'd be sisters forever,
remember the times we'd said we will stay tgt or side-by-side with our families
or before we got married.
we had big dreams and we'd say anything to each other under the sun.
people change, things change
perceptions changed too, how you feel how i feel changes by the time flies
its hard to tell , to estimate the change
but when you really did, it was really obvious
well, im not blaming anyone or anybody
im simply stating my feelings, if you dont like it
or you detest it or whatever, you can simply dont read
i didnt state names or whatever, its really my own feelings..
when the biggest blow was over, the only feeling i've got was numbness
it numbed all the pain you've caused me, it numbed everything we had tgt
it was just like a mirror misted by the water vapour
everything was a blur.
when the vapour evaporates, whats left was a piece of dusted surface
which is akin to a glass ball
it dropped from the greatest height and shattered
after it was mended, it still had its lines and cracks
no amt of mending will help..
i am that fragile.
you maybe wouldnt even knew.
until i've said this
after you've dealt me with the biggest blow, i could almost become someone with no hard feelings
someone whom you can push me over, yet i could stand up and walk away
someone with no pride nor dignity
maybe.. thats really what happened
i have no energy over certain things
friendships are like intangible to me
its invisible by nature
because its strung by feelings, real feelings.
no matter how much you've hurt your friend
at the end of the day, you will still be friends
because you've once shared the greatest memories tgt
it was tagged along with the feelings, thats why you can never ever, severe all ties
all friendship ties with a friend.
however you'd liked it, you can never forget, your lost friend
because you once had great memories with her, you will never forget about her
its like me
sometimes i have this urge to message you abt something exciting i've found
only to realise that we're no longer friends
i can no longer tell you about my secrets about my stuffs or things i've found out
its terrible, because i used to tell you everything, from the top to the bottom of my heart
i can never hide anything from you
because you can tell.
but now, i cant tell anyone
and i feel terrible
my heart is like packed, full of sorrows full of troubles
its struggling to come out like a kept dragon
my heart is strung tight with barriers that prevented it to come out
to get released
maybe i seemed cheerful on the exterior
but i ain't,
ain't the cheerful Jane anyone used to know anymore.
i've changed, alot.
i feel.
well, if you are not even CLOSE to me in the first place
dont bother commenting.
if you think that im being drama mama here then dont read
if you have so much comments you should keep it to yourself.
really hate it when sometimes one blogpost of mine could be the talk of the town.
and im not kidding or boasting.
i know whos gossiping and all.
haha. i have 'thousand miles ears' - if that even made sense
hahaha.
-
apart from that..
lemme update abt my life:)
FRIDAY .
LAST PAPER!! yayyy
but it didnt went well though, i tried hard to study the night before
but i FAILED..........
so yeah, didnt study. haha
after school, wento Compass w/ yingshu, alex and jocelyn.
had my breakfast @ KFC......
then went to SKCC and met rachel & lester.
waited for the rest to come.
had geraldine's sushi :)
its nice with the mayo that alex brought. :)
hahaha
after that wento yingshu's house to see bossy.
aww~ i want a dog too! hahaha
i love dogs who can fetch stuffs AND come back with it
hahaha.
slackslack there and changed into geraldine's clothes.
wento Hougang Plaza for pool:)
first time there & first time playing pool.
hahaha.
thanks (rachel, lester, yingshu, geraldine) for teaching me! haha
played for 2hrs and wento Hougang Mall for late lunch :)
after that, alex & kenneth came.
walk walk ard and bought a flower & card for Mr Er!:D
i went home after that:) while the rest wento tuition:)
homed ard 530pm..
changed and all and brought my hammie down to 299 bbcourt
met rachel & lester there.
slackslack and became spectators. hahaha
homed @ 9pluspm ?
bathed & slept:)
FUN DAY!<3
SATURDAY.
hmmmmm, woke up ard 11plusam
reached sch ard 12pluspm, waited for Mr Er to release them and i gave him the prezzie:)
hahah took instrument home too. goshh it was damn heavy, brought foxy home!!):
long time didnt take alr, my macho muscles sunk alr. HAHAHA
homed and wento compass with sis
walkwalkeateatseesee
i cant believe we went home only at ard 7pluspm
long day @ compass, my legs was breaking tho i was wearing FLATS.
goodness.
tv-ed and all, read my book till 4plusAM and slept;)
TODAY.
woke up @ 1pm to watch The Legend:)
back to bed @ 3pm:)
all the way till 7plus, bathed:)
tv and dinner. and now using comp
SLACKY day. planned to do my maths
but mood ruined):
kkkkkkkkkk gtg!
remember the times we'd said we will stay tgt or side-by-side with our families
or before we got married.
we had big dreams and we'd say anything to each other under the sun.
people change, things change
perceptions changed too, how you feel how i feel changes by the time flies
its hard to tell , to estimate the change
but when you really did, it was really obvious
well, im not blaming anyone or anybody
im simply stating my feelings, if you dont like it
or you detest it or whatever, you can simply dont read
i didnt state names or whatever, its really my own feelings..
when the biggest blow was over, the only feeling i've got was numbness
it numbed all the pain you've caused me, it numbed everything we had tgt
it was just like a mirror misted by the water vapour
everything was a blur.
when the vapour evaporates, whats left was a piece of dusted surface
which is akin to a glass ball
it dropped from the greatest height and shattered
after it was mended, it still had its lines and cracks
no amt of mending will help..
i am that fragile.
you maybe wouldnt even knew.
until i've said this
after you've dealt me with the biggest blow, i could almost become someone with no hard feelings
someone whom you can push me over, yet i could stand up and walk away
someone with no pride nor dignity
maybe.. thats really what happened
i have no energy over certain things
friendships are like intangible to me
its invisible by nature
because its strung by feelings, real feelings.
no matter how much you've hurt your friend
at the end of the day, you will still be friends
because you've once shared the greatest memories tgt
it was tagged along with the feelings, thats why you can never ever, severe all ties
all friendship ties with a friend.
however you'd liked it, you can never forget, your lost friend
because you once had great memories with her, you will never forget about her
its like me
sometimes i have this urge to message you abt something exciting i've found
only to realise that we're no longer friends
i can no longer tell you about my secrets about my stuffs or things i've found out
its terrible, because i used to tell you everything, from the top to the bottom of my heart
i can never hide anything from you
because you can tell.
but now, i cant tell anyone
and i feel terrible
my heart is like packed, full of sorrows full of troubles
its struggling to come out like a kept dragon
my heart is strung tight with barriers that prevented it to come out
to get released
maybe i seemed cheerful on the exterior
but i ain't,
ain't the cheerful Jane anyone used to know anymore.
i've changed, alot.
i feel.
well, if you are not even CLOSE to me in the first place
dont bother commenting.
if you think that im being drama mama here then dont read
if you have so much comments you should keep it to yourself.
really hate it when sometimes one blogpost of mine could be the talk of the town.
and im not kidding or boasting.
i know whos gossiping and all.
haha. i have 'thousand miles ears' - if that even made sense
hahaha.
-
apart from that..
lemme update abt my life:)
FRIDAY .
LAST PAPER!! yayyy
but it didnt went well though, i tried hard to study the night before
but i FAILED..........
so yeah, didnt study. haha
after school, wento Compass w/ yingshu, alex and jocelyn.
had my breakfast @ KFC......
then went to SKCC and met rachel & lester.
waited for the rest to come.
had geraldine's sushi :)
its nice with the mayo that alex brought. :)
hahaha
after that wento yingshu's house to see bossy.
aww~ i want a dog too! hahaha
i love dogs who can fetch stuffs AND come back with it
hahaha.
slackslack there and changed into geraldine's clothes.
wento Hougang Plaza for pool:)
first time there & first time playing pool.
hahaha.
thanks (rachel, lester, yingshu, geraldine) for teaching me! haha
played for 2hrs and wento Hougang Mall for late lunch :)
after that, alex & kenneth came.
walk walk ard and bought a flower & card for Mr Er!:D
i went home after that:) while the rest wento tuition:)
homed ard 530pm..
changed and all and brought my hammie down to 299 bbcourt
met rachel & lester there.
slackslack and became spectators. hahaha
homed @ 9pluspm ?
bathed & slept:)
FUN DAY!<3
SATURDAY.
hmmmmm, woke up ard 11plusam
reached sch ard 12pluspm, waited for Mr Er to release them and i gave him the prezzie:)
hahah took instrument home too. goshh it was damn heavy, brought foxy home!!):
long time didnt take alr, my macho muscles sunk alr. HAHAHA
homed and wento compass with sis
walkwalkeateatseesee
i cant believe we went home only at ard 7pluspm
long day @ compass, my legs was breaking tho i was wearing FLATS.
goodness.
tv-ed and all, read my book till 4plusAM and slept;)
TODAY.
woke up @ 1pm to watch The Legend:)
back to bed @ 3pm:)
all the way till 7plus, bathed:)
tv and dinner. and now using comp
SLACKY day. planned to do my maths
but mood ruined):
kkkkkkkkkk gtg!
Thursday, August 27, 2009
you belong with me - taylor swift request
To say shes weird, its an understatement.
To say shes funny, its an overstatement.
and shes out of tune @ some parts.
Friggin inconsiderate!!!!
okay. im getting annoyed.
i cut my post and wanted to post a photo......
and i copied the photo url forgetting that i have cut my post
AND NOW MY POST IS GONE. )))))))))))))))))))))))):
and im annoyed cuz im currently watching a youtube vid, and its tutorial
but the girl's camera is soooooooo lousy and somemore got the fan keep blowing
so its like blowing towards the mic, and its IRRITATING
fffffffffffffffff and now my post is gone.
>:O
>:O
pissssssssed.
AH.
i was saying that...............
POA paper 1 was toughshit.
damn it, i dont feel like repeating
NO MOOD TO POST.
im sorry but i cant help it
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i cut my post and wanted to post a photo......
and i copied the photo url forgetting that i have cut my post
AND NOW MY POST IS GONE. )))))))))))))))))))))))):
and im annoyed cuz im currently watching a youtube vid, and its tutorial
but the girl's camera is soooooooo lousy and somemore got the fan keep blowing
so its like blowing towards the mic, and its IRRITATING
fffffffffffffffff and now my post is gone.
>:O
>:O
pissssssssed.
AH.
i was saying that...............
POA paper 1 was toughshit.
damn it, i dont feel like repeating
NO MOOD TO POST.
im sorry but i cant help it
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Bored.
Hihi ^^
shall post a shortttttt post and im off to my nap.
soooooo, had school ytd and went out with Rachel after school!
super regret didnt went home & change (if you've read my tweets you'll know)
hahaha. actually went to collect my memory card for my phone.
finally i can camwhore on my phone! :) hehehe
then lunched @ LJS and Lester came.
then we went to several places and caught Turning Point @ Film Garde (?)
its @ ilumaaaaaaaa. so ya. i went bugis in my school uniform. -?!?!?!?!-
because we didnt plan to do so much things....... hahahah
the cinema kinda sucks but the movie was pretty good;)
but its kinda messy tho. haha
rate it around 3.5/5 popcorns? haha.
after that walked alllll the way to farrer park
and we saw a pretty Lamborghini ;)
and we ate @ some scissor cut coffee house.
hahahha the wireless was 'scissor cut' but it was locked-.-
nice food but was spicyyyyyy (for me la) haha.
trained home aft that.
bathed and loitered ard my house. hahahaha
started studying only @ 11pm. -.-
i gave up @ 1145pm;)
-
TODAY.
had chi prelims2 today.
hmmmmmmmm overall i think its okay.
but kinda fumbled somewhere here and there.
homed after that and i used the comp for near 3 hrs!!
time to nappy nap nap.
there's POA tmr and FNN the day after.
i WANNA WATCH COCO BEFORE CHANELLLLLLLLLLLLL
someone watch with me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee ):
awww i sound pathetic. hahaha
told ya im lacking of fwens. ):
k gtg NO COMP later!!
byeeeeee
sometimes theres no turning point once you've made a mistake.
shall post a shortttttt post and im off to my nap.
soooooo, had school ytd and went out with Rachel after school!
super regret didnt went home & change (if you've read my tweets you'll know)
hahaha. actually went to collect my memory card for my phone.
finally i can camwhore on my phone! :) hehehe
then lunched @ LJS and Lester came.
then we went to several places and caught Turning Point @ Film Garde (?)
its @ ilumaaaaaaaa. so ya. i went bugis in my school uniform. -?!?!?!?!-
because we didnt plan to do so much things....... hahahah
the cinema kinda sucks but the movie was pretty good;)
but its kinda messy tho. haha
rate it around 3.5/5 popcorns? haha.
after that walked alllll the way to farrer park
and we saw a pretty Lamborghini ;)
and we ate @ some scissor cut coffee house.
hahahha the wireless was 'scissor cut' but it was locked-.-
nice food but was spicyyyyyy (for me la) haha.
trained home aft that.
bathed and loitered ard my house. hahahaha
started studying only @ 11pm. -.-
i gave up @ 1145pm;)
-
TODAY.
had chi prelims2 today.
hmmmmmmmm overall i think its okay.
but kinda fumbled somewhere here and there.
homed after that and i used the comp for near 3 hrs!!
time to nappy nap nap.
there's POA tmr and FNN the day after.
i WANNA WATCH COCO BEFORE CHANELLLLLLLLLLLLL
someone watch with me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee ):
awww i sound pathetic. hahaha
told ya im lacking of fwens. ):
k gtg NO COMP later!!
byeeeeee
sometimes theres no turning point once you've made a mistake.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Great day:D
Heyho people!
kinda in a good mood now cuz im going to post about ystd:)
it was greatttttttttt2damax. :D
so anyways, had school in the morning till 1.30pm :)
last period was FNN and we had a test. damn, i only spent 45mins doing the paper.
its like 2hr paper but i only spent 45mins.
i didnt took the test seriously tho. after i've finished, i was listening to my mp3 and sleeping
ok, i didnt sleep. haha. couldnt fell asleep:)
so main point is; it was basically relaxing. HAHA
like 3/4 of the class doing other things except for FNN. lollllll
homed after school and started to paint my nails
i spent like 1hr plus painting it, but it was a goner. ):
bathed and preped. actually watching Orphan @ 345pm
BUT i was late and terribly guilty about it ))))))))))))):
met Jinsheng @ Dhobyghaut eventually at around 4pm.
trained to Cineleisure and bought tix.
had lunch @ Kobayashi :)
chit chat and time flew. hahaha
overall review of Orphan, great show! but kinda gory at times.
idk how to explain but its kinda blooodish. hahaha
5/5 popcornz for this movie!! :)
didnt regret watching it and thanks Jinsheng for accompanying me to watch!!:D
hahaha
movie ended ard 8pm?
then took bus to Dw's house.
reached there around 9pm
when we reached, Eve was leaving alr ):
Sorry girl! i promised a makeup-mahjong session soon!!
after that we started playing mahjongggg, there were Lennard, Dw, Js and me:)
some really funny things happened during the game. lol
overall it was fun la! hahahah
gtg @ 11plus cuz my dad is gonna scream again -.-
they acc me wait bus, and Lennard sent me to the mrt :) thankyou~
tired journey home. from harbourfront ~ sengkang.
i almost finished the north-east mrt line. hahahaha
home sweet home :)
quickly changed and pretended like i was home early
dad bought fish and chips for us as supper (YAY!) and i watched huan huan ai
am gonna watch a few ep later. saw the ad on tv just now and kinda got tempted!!
oh and i had fastfood for this whole week man. ):
will get sick sooner or laterrrrrr.
ok gotta go do some miscellaneous things now!
byebyebyebyebye.
-
idk if you're mentioning about me
everythings so uncertain when you have more than one companion by your side
and im feeling insecure.
kinda in a good mood now cuz im going to post about ystd:)
it was greatttttttttt2damax. :D
so anyways, had school in the morning till 1.30pm :)
last period was FNN and we had a test. damn, i only spent 45mins doing the paper.
its like 2hr paper but i only spent 45mins.
i didnt took the test seriously tho. after i've finished, i was listening to my mp3 and sleeping
ok, i didnt sleep. haha. couldnt fell asleep:)
so main point is; it was basically relaxing. HAHA
like 3/4 of the class doing other things except for FNN. lollllll
homed after school and started to paint my nails
i spent like 1hr plus painting it, but it was a goner. ):
bathed and preped. actually watching Orphan @ 345pm
BUT i was late and terribly guilty about it ))))))))))))):
met Jinsheng @ Dhobyghaut eventually at around 4pm.
trained to Cineleisure and bought tix.
had lunch @ Kobayashi :)
chit chat and time flew. hahaha
overall review of Orphan, great show! but kinda gory at times.
idk how to explain but its kinda blooodish. hahaha
5/5 popcornz for this movie!! :)
didnt regret watching it and thanks Jinsheng for accompanying me to watch!!:D
hahaha
movie ended ard 8pm?
then took bus to Dw's house.
reached there around 9pm
when we reached, Eve was leaving alr ):
Sorry girl! i promised a makeup-mahjong session soon!!
after that we started playing mahjongggg, there were Lennard, Dw, Js and me:)
some really funny things happened during the game. lol
overall it was fun la! hahahah
gtg @ 11plus cuz my dad is gonna scream again -.-
they acc me wait bus, and Lennard sent me to the mrt :) thankyou~
tired journey home. from harbourfront ~ sengkang.
i almost finished the north-east mrt line. hahahaha
home sweet home :)
quickly changed and pretended like i was home early
dad bought fish and chips for us as supper (YAY!) and i watched huan huan ai
am gonna watch a few ep later. saw the ad on tv just now and kinda got tempted!!
oh and i had fastfood for this whole week man. ):
will get sick sooner or laterrrrrr.
ok gotta go do some miscellaneous things now!
byebyebyebyebye.
-
idk if you're mentioning about me
everythings so uncertain when you have more than one companion by your side
and im feeling insecure.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
MIA
Oops. MIA-ed for a tad too long.
hahahaha maybe for me.
3 days didnt use comp, abit not used);
recent updates:
got back chi Os result. got a B3 and oral distinction. so im retaking:)
english oral just finished yesterday:)
and i've just uploaded jinsheng's bday celebration photos on facebook!
link here: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=100697&id=739713726&l=cf6a1903ce
LIKE FINALLY. im feeling so guilty over it for like this period of time!
short update, tmr will be a long one i guess?
its 2am now!!! rushing to sleep. :D
hahahaha maybe for me.
3 days didnt use comp, abit not used);
recent updates:
got back chi Os result. got a B3 and oral distinction. so im retaking:)
english oral just finished yesterday:)
and i've just uploaded jinsheng's bday celebration photos on facebook!
link here: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=100697&id=739713726&l=cf6a1903ce
LIKE FINALLY. im feeling so guilty over it for like this period of time!
short update, tmr will be a long one i guess?
its 2am now!!! rushing to sleep. :D
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Hush Hush
i cried and cried just now
my tears couldnt stop flowing
guess what happened again?
my sister threatened to slap me just now, just because i ate 3/4 of her expensive chocolates
and please, it has been there for a MONTH. so i dont think its surprising
but she just took it as a big deal and scolded me like nobody's business
i didnt cry because she scolded me
i cried because she wanted to slap me, just BECAUSE of a box of expensive chocolates
and i did apologised. like twice.
and remember the other time, the camera thing
she wanted to throw the chair at me
first time is a mistake
second time, definitely not a mistake
so i dont think that she did that in a minute of fury
so i am very disappointed now
no one has ever dared to lay a finger on me
esp my parents.
they treated me like their treasure
now my eldest sis wanted to slap me just because of that stupid box of expensive chocolates
isn't it ridiculous?
and the fact that she threatened to hurt me twice
just left me a very big impact
like now my tears just couldnt stop flowing
our kinship is worth lesser than a box of expensive chocolate?
*claps
im speechless.
whenever i told you i cried, you would say, "hush.. dont cry"
i miss you.
my tears couldnt stop flowing
guess what happened again?
my sister threatened to slap me just now, just because i ate 3/4 of her expensive chocolates
and please, it has been there for a MONTH. so i dont think its surprising
but she just took it as a big deal and scolded me like nobody's business
i didnt cry because she scolded me
i cried because she wanted to slap me, just BECAUSE of a box of expensive chocolates
and i did apologised. like twice.
and remember the other time, the camera thing
she wanted to throw the chair at me
first time is a mistake
second time, definitely not a mistake
so i dont think that she did that in a minute of fury
so i am very disappointed now
no one has ever dared to lay a finger on me
esp my parents.
they treated me like their treasure
now my eldest sis wanted to slap me just because of that stupid box of expensive chocolates
isn't it ridiculous?
and the fact that she threatened to hurt me twice
just left me a very big impact
like now my tears just couldnt stop flowing
our kinship is worth lesser than a box of expensive chocolate?
*claps
im speechless.
whenever i told you i cried, you would say, "hush.. dont cry"
i miss you.
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Unrequited.
Oh gosh.
i cant imagine that i've watched queen of no marriage (tw drama) for like hours straight!!
after ys left my house, i started watching, watching and watching.
im @ disc 3 alrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
im so tempted to put it in my psp tmr watch. LOL
i know you think very kua zhang
cuz i scared i will watch it again on SUNDAY
which im gonna do some hardcore mugging!! cuz MATHS (the killer) paper is cominggggg
and im gonna be so dead.
and im going out tmrrrrrrr to celebrate Jevis' birthday!:)
hope it will turn out to be success.
well, kinda sad. today didnt get to go out
haha, wanted to do some shopping.
and today's National Day celebration in school was CRAPPY.
seriously, we wasted our time there!
but i really luvvvvvvv it when the BAND played.
its soooooo lovely, though there's some out of tunes
hahahahah but i really like it when i see saiful hitting the drums:)
its like, so stylo milo can!
hahahaha
k im suddenly very high
-.-
but yep, other than that.
i think all others are crap.
to think that i came because this is my last time in CVSS celebrating the nation's birthday.
in the end like thattttttttttt. >:O
im going to bathe soon alrd.
hahahaha but i think after that i'm gonna be watching fated to love you
oh gosh, im suddenly a drama freak
hahaha
k im really nutty
bye!
i cant imagine that i've watched queen of no marriage (tw drama) for like hours straight!!
after ys left my house, i started watching, watching and watching.
im @ disc 3 alrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
im so tempted to put it in my psp tmr watch. LOL
i know you think very kua zhang
cuz i scared i will watch it again on SUNDAY
which im gonna do some hardcore mugging!! cuz MATHS (the killer) paper is cominggggg
and im gonna be so dead.
and im going out tmrrrrrrr to celebrate Jevis' birthday!:)
hope it will turn out to be success.
well, kinda sad. today didnt get to go out
haha, wanted to do some shopping.
and today's National Day celebration in school was CRAPPY.
seriously, we wasted our time there!
but i really luvvvvvvv it when the BAND played.
its soooooo lovely, though there's some out of tunes
hahahahah but i really like it when i see saiful hitting the drums:)
its like, so stylo milo can!
hahahaha
k im suddenly very high
-.-
but yep, other than that.
i think all others are crap.
to think that i came because this is my last time in CVSS celebrating the nation's birthday.
in the end like thattttttttttt. >:O
im going to bathe soon alrd.
hahahaha but i think after that i'm gonna be watching fated to love you
oh gosh, im suddenly a drama freak
hahaha
k im really nutty
bye!
Friday, August 7, 2009
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
>:O
ok......
i had a (self-proclaimed) school holiday
HAHAHA. i wanted to take the day off to study BIO
but i slept for like half the day and now im using comp
but i had reasons! because my phone suddenly cannot save pictures on the memory card
then i called the samsung people but they cant solve my problem! argh
then he say i have to go down to the service center......
im LAZY. ):
then i tried to FORMAT my memory card
the things inside are like spirits. LOL cannot del one!!
del alr then i replug, its still THERE
gosh im going mad
dinner's back. after tv @ 7 i shall STUDY
I MUST finish bio today
like impossible
but yeahhhhhhhhhhh i shall try!
i need to have GREAT results this time!! :)
i had a (self-proclaimed) school holiday
HAHAHA. i wanted to take the day off to study BIO
but i slept for like half the day and now im using comp
but i had reasons! because my phone suddenly cannot save pictures on the memory card
then i called the samsung people but they cant solve my problem! argh
then he say i have to go down to the service center......
im LAZY. ):
then i tried to FORMAT my memory card
the things inside are like spirits. LOL cannot del one!!
del alr then i replug, its still THERE
gosh im going mad
dinner's back. after tv @ 7 i shall STUDY
I MUST finish bio today
like impossible
but yeahhhhhhhhhhh i shall try!
i need to have GREAT results this time!! :)
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HAHA. funny.
but i watched before alr
teehee
Monday, August 3, 2009
i officially detest blogger.
OK, i had a post written just NOW
but stupid blogger suddenly refreshed and ate up my post. >:O
ANW, i was saying.....
that my itchy hands on-ed the lappy and i have used the lappy for hours!
that IS BAD. VERY BAD.
i should have studied!
i should have gone to the NSP so that i would have used 2HOURS wiselyyyy manz
but i didnt wanna go cuz i dont wanna see somebody
awww hahaha wasted right
k. im like hungry now
random: i found coupons for the 24hr kpt @ rvmall
hehehe im so gonna keep it! now supper dont hurt my pocket ^^
like a 2.50$ chicken rice:)
hahahahha
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the fear is overwhelming
the fear of reading
im so scared.
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ohya. i really envy people who have the time to study
and USE comp in the same day
AWESOME. (Y)
but stupid blogger suddenly refreshed and ate up my post. >:O
ANW, i was saying.....
that my itchy hands on-ed the lappy and i have used the lappy for hours!
that IS BAD. VERY BAD.
i should have studied!
i should have gone to the NSP so that i would have used 2HOURS wiselyyyy manz
but i didnt wanna go cuz i dont wanna see somebody
awww hahaha wasted right
k. im like hungry now
random: i found coupons for the 24hr kpt @ rvmall
hehehe im so gonna keep it! now supper dont hurt my pocket ^^
like a 2.50$ chicken rice:)
hahahahha
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the fear is overwhelming
the fear of reading
im so scared.
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ohya. i really envy people who have the time to study
and USE comp in the same day
AWESOME. (Y)
Sunday, August 2, 2009
i need no pity
or maybe i need tons of them
i need no friendship
or maybe i need tons of them
the great spirit had risen
and the evil shall be eradicated
i have no limit of vocabulary
i know i sounded scary
it just flowed out of my mind like a philosophy
oh, how i admired great friendships
people like me, shall never cease to exist.
x
or maybe i need tons of them
i need no friendship
or maybe i need tons of them
the great spirit had risen
and the evil shall be eradicated
i have no limit of vocabulary
i know i sounded scary
it just flowed out of my mind like a philosophy
oh, how i admired great friendships
people like me, shall never cease to exist.
x
Winter Solace.
I am devastated.
the art of healing wasn't definitely potent enough for me.
i need friends
i need advices
i dont need lovers
i dont need admirers
i have alot to say
but my heart stopped me and i shall never speak.
anymore.
it shall all be kept
in a secret locket
shaped like a heart shape.
keep me true
keep me well
keep me in your fallen star
i shall be of great strength to you when you need me
i shall be your best partner where-ever the need arises
i shall be silent and humble
seal my lips.
and i shall be gone.
x
the art of healing wasn't definitely potent enough for me.
i need friends
i need advices
i dont need lovers
i dont need admirers
i have alot to say
but my heart stopped me and i shall never speak.
anymore.
it shall all be kept
in a secret locket
shaped like a heart shape.
keep me true
keep me well
keep me in your fallen star
i shall be of great strength to you when you need me
i shall be your best partner where-ever the need arises
i shall be silent and humble
seal my lips.
and i shall be gone.
x
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Maybe it didnt really change at all.
this time i fell so hard
way too hard
the pain is tremendous
i felt the change.
the intensity was so great.
you were different. you've changed. perhaps to suit the mood you're in now?
i was too overwhelmed by the change that i chose to close up
to close up my heart and not let anyone in
i kept the key in the most secretive place ever.
i really cannot let myself suffer anymore hurt as it will certainly ruin my life
i put in so much effort for this yet it became like this
maybe things will change. who knows? i am not sure.
it is like the future is so unpredictable. people's moods are even worse
so hard to predict.. and when they are having bad mood
normally you will get the worst hit
when you have damaged a huge blow to someone beloved
the only way to heal the hurt is sew up the stitch with your own hands
time will heal. yes?
but time however is a limiting factor
a factor that is not infinite.
it will end someday.
some things really peeled open the bare fact
the fact that have been covered by dust, and a relationship
it was so vivid. its threatening.
i like to think out loud because i'm not afraid
not afraid of letting others know what i am feeling
i dont like concealing
concealing my feelings werent exactly my forte
i dont like to hide my feelings because if you want to have a true friendship/kinship or wdv
honesty is really the policy
no matter if it hurt me or the other party
this are all inevitable. you cannot avoid all these
if you choose to conceal and let the layer to pile on and on and on
sooner or later you will find yourself lost in the maze of concealed feelings
even though the truth might be too great, too powerful sometimes
i have to face it. face that obvious fact that things are changing, people are changing
the way people feel change
how people treat things also change
there is also no point in you sitting at one corner and emo
i dont think there's any point in doing this
i believe, everyone , in their tiny space in their heart yearned for some attention
no matter you're emo / loner / wdv, you wil yearn for attention
because of attention, some people will do things that are so. out of my imagination
and because of that the consequence was so great
dont ask me who because i am just speaking randomly.
i can refer to anyone :)
the purpose of posting out my thoughts didnt hold the malicious thought of harming people or just make them feel bad or whatever
its often a space where people read and reflect in their lives
what really went wrong or maybe they should change their attitude in their ways of changing
i also didnt want to post my thoughts and make people h8 me
when people h8 me after reading blog, it was then i realised that people actually couldnt face up to the harsh fact.
maybe you think that all those are rubbish or whatever
all these just flows out of my mind now
i didn't script this or whatever. so yepp
on a side note: my phone got a little cranky!!! it just wouldnt save my piccas and i have to bring it down to plaza singapura to repair it. awwwwwwwwww im so lazy. ):
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i really, need a confidante.
way too hard
the pain is tremendous
i felt the change.
the intensity was so great.
you were different. you've changed. perhaps to suit the mood you're in now?
i was too overwhelmed by the change that i chose to close up
to close up my heart and not let anyone in
i kept the key in the most secretive place ever.
i really cannot let myself suffer anymore hurt as it will certainly ruin my life
i put in so much effort for this yet it became like this
maybe things will change. who knows? i am not sure.
it is like the future is so unpredictable. people's moods are even worse
so hard to predict.. and when they are having bad mood
normally you will get the worst hit
when you have damaged a huge blow to someone beloved
the only way to heal the hurt is sew up the stitch with your own hands
time will heal. yes?
but time however is a limiting factor
a factor that is not infinite.
it will end someday.
some things really peeled open the bare fact
the fact that have been covered by dust, and a relationship
it was so vivid. its threatening.
i like to think out loud because i'm not afraid
not afraid of letting others know what i am feeling
i dont like concealing
concealing my feelings werent exactly my forte
i dont like to hide my feelings because if you want to have a true friendship/kinship or wdv
honesty is really the policy
no matter if it hurt me or the other party
this are all inevitable. you cannot avoid all these
if you choose to conceal and let the layer to pile on and on and on
sooner or later you will find yourself lost in the maze of concealed feelings
even though the truth might be too great, too powerful sometimes
i have to face it. face that obvious fact that things are changing, people are changing
the way people feel change
how people treat things also change
there is also no point in you sitting at one corner and emo
i dont think there's any point in doing this
i believe, everyone , in their tiny space in their heart yearned for some attention
no matter you're emo / loner / wdv, you wil yearn for attention
because of attention, some people will do things that are so. out of my imagination
and because of that the consequence was so great
dont ask me who because i am just speaking randomly.
i can refer to anyone :)
the purpose of posting out my thoughts didnt hold the malicious thought of harming people or just make them feel bad or whatever
its often a space where people read and reflect in their lives
what really went wrong or maybe they should change their attitude in their ways of changing
i also didnt want to post my thoughts and make people h8 me
when people h8 me after reading blog, it was then i realised that people actually couldnt face up to the harsh fact.
maybe you think that all those are rubbish or whatever
all these just flows out of my mind now
i didn't script this or whatever. so yepp
on a side note: my phone got a little cranky!!! it just wouldnt save my piccas and i have to bring it down to plaza singapura to repair it. awwwwwwwwww im so lazy. ):
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i really, need a confidante.
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