Monday, June 29, 2009

You're just a fucking slut, betcha' dont know about that.

Hello all!
well, first day of school was disastrous!
badbadbad, i was awfully tired and fell asleep @ every possible chance!
damn, had the maths re-test TODAY. my dad didnt even tell me la.
so i only knew it when miss cheng said. wtf.
furious.

the day passed relatively fast.
POA was alright, cuz luv was sitting beside me. LOL
chem had practical.
bio was boring. fell asleep. but didnt sleep too long.
i have the phobia of risking teachers calling my name. LOL
then was english? boooo, from air-con room changed to 4f class.
no more comfort for us to enjoy. haha
but anw the air-con was spoilt. so its still alright ^^
still slept in english class anw. was damn tired):

after english was literature.
YAY. she cancelled the lesson. wooooo
but i lost my notes -.-
after that had maths retest.
suck like hell, i left like alot questons BLANK.
and i couldnt sleep, i couldnt read, i couldnt look around
that sucks, provided you suayly had miss cheng as your invigilator. lol.
when i sleep, she knock on my table
when i read (straitstime), she snatch it away
when i look around, she look at me.

but seriously, idk how to do and staring at the questions made me feel WORSE.
fuck. so i practically dreamed. about what i wanna eat and about my fats. HAHAHA
met Jianying(L) after that and wento find Mrs Lim.
feel so sorry cuz i made her wait for a loooooong time!
cuz Mrs Lim was giving me consulation.
sorry luv! D;
went eCon after that and got pao & nasi lemak.
only 60cents, lol. the nasi lemak.
but the egg was damn pathetic. like half a size of a name card. LOL
and a fish and some pathetic down-sized ikan billis.
YOU PAY FOR WHAT YOU GET. - so true!
HAHAHA

then bro tempted me to watch the ultimatum.
till i was tired and went to sleep.
woke up only 10plus! am hungry now, haven't eat yet
felt super extremely guilty cuz i havent done any homework yet!!
WELL, i am MOTIVATED! TO STUDY NOWWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOW.
yes. heeeheee
it was some resolution i made during class. ;)
so now i've gotta have someone along with me.
hahahaha
and bad thing: my sissy is watching BBF again -.-
so tempting!
i luv to tweeet. wooooo ;D
buaiz

Sunday, June 28, 2009

TIME TO SLEEP.

i just realised that today is SATURDAY
and i spent my time watching videos on YOUTUBE.
not forgetting to tweet all the time & discovered a cutie. HAHA.
im so gonna get shit+dark eye rings on MONDAY.
awww. thats bad. its 6:23am now!
im gonna sleep before dad's awake
hes gonna be so disappointed that i broke my promise):
boo
k im gg sleep, anw im so happy that im able to tweet from my phone
hahaha feels like a celebrity.
but wonders if anyone's interested? i doubt so. ):
k night sg.

FRED IS DEAD!

FUNNNY!!

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Fred's new video on YouTube Live

HAHAHAHA
OMFG. ITS SO FUNNY.
the part where he fell.

Why Chris Brown Beat Rihanna

HAHAHA ITS SO FUNNY.
the lamp!

Household Hacker Contest - Nigahiga? Really?

HAHAHAHA IT FKING FUNNY!!!!
MUST WATCH. LOL.

3OH!3 - Don't Trust Me

HAHA. the guy on the left is irritating
but both are pretty cute:)
interesting. LOL

TEMPTED.



temped to get this! omg
anw i didnt know that when MJ died, he still owed a lot of people money.
i thought he was very rich :O
anw i really think that the icon is ugly.
omfg.
OK QUITE COOL
cus i just created an icon using PAINT
OMG PAINT LEH. HAHAHA.
i wanted to create .gif but since there's no photoshop so theres no point
damn. flickr takes long enough to upload!!!
-
edited
YAY, FINALLY!!!
k i know the icon is damn ugly
hahahaha
whatever! dont comment so much on the icon la

even if you wna copy, can you be as original as me? HELL NO! & i know its very ugly. LOL

muhahahahah im suddenly so proud of myself.
i was beaming to myself just now. LOL.
i think my bro thought i went MAD.
deprived of sleep. its 6:43AM. FML.
gg sleep soon. buaiz!!

-
i dont like what i am seeing
what i hear from you is just a repeat of what others are doing
you are just a mirror reflecting them
where did your own personality went?
damn i wished i didnt know
but its too late
seems like you dont have a mind of your own.
*Moment of anguish*
ok quite sian
suddenly have this stupid error that i cannot rotate my photos
i just happened to luv taking photos in the potrait view!
damn it.
i going sleep alr. LOL
me have no patience. x.x

You aint the same one i knew anymore.

Oh gosh this is bad!!! bad bad bad.
i've just gobbled (k not so horrid. exaggerated adjective!) some Macs' food just now (kay maybe 1 hour ago), and i feel so guilty!

its like, eating supper at night, late night
spending unnecessary money is booo
i gotta buy nail polish remover soon, cuz school's reopening in like a day or two! (weird)
k and it kinda suck
cant we have an extension of holidays?!

gahhh i just have a sudden crave to watch some movies!
cuz once the school reopens, i doubt i will have the time anymore ):
but nevertheless i still did enjoy myself one last time before the school officially reopens!
will upload some piccas from ytd later:)

anw my face now is kinda oilyyy
cuz im not supposed to wash my hair for like 3 days ?
cos i just rebonded, and my hair cuticles are open
so if i wash it with shampoo its gonna be damaging i think?
there will be some effect but idk what is it.
haha
i think y'all will be shocked(!!!!) at my hair
muahahaha
i expect gossips, bitching or whatever.
well, cant help it right? its part of life.
haha

so back to the topic,
cant wash my hair & stupid me having bangs
so makes all the oil accumulate @ my forehead
i think i can fry an egg now with the amt of oil. (kidding!!)
LOL i think i am weird cuz im typing in ()()()()(brackets)
prolly cuz i had the background music of FarmVille on.

okay seriously FML could be put to good use here
i typed a good amount of words (which is like one para) and i accidentally pressed till
"shift" and idk what combination la
then that whole stretch of damn paragraph is gone!!! FMLP. (f my life plz)
damnit!!!!
pissed.

okay im going to start uploading piccas!!
heheehehehe
luv the comment that Eve left me
thought that no one is reading already ))):
bye!

Friday, June 26, 2009

Michael Jackson Best Dance Moves

Spot one of his most frequent action!
RIP MJ.

michael jackson - moon walk

AWESOME!

Finally

i've posted the pictures for Jianying(L)'s birthday.
hehe its been so long..
h8 reading codes, thats why i kept delaying. lol

mm, met her around 6plus for dinner @ Subway
then we wento Cineleisure.
watched Ghost of Girlfriends' Past.
actually wanted to watch another movie, i forgotten the title. LOL
hmm, rate the movie 4/5 popcornz, i think its nice :) but luv said it was ok only.
hahahah after that we roamed around and such?
then walked to dhobyghaut and took the midnight bus home :)
home sweet home @ 3plusam :)
first time my father allowed me to stay so late outside
haha, ALLOWED. you know? :)

heee thats all
i got her a letter J and a letter Y magnet and a watch for her bday
after that i also gave her pink pig keychain
all very cute. i like! :)
hahahaha
shall blog abt yesterday later, i think?:)

Pictures speak a thousand words.

Jianying(L)'s birthday celebration on 13 June 2009.














































King of Pop.




Michael Jackson has passed away, at the age of 50.

saw this news headline on the bottom of my wlm, and i clicked the link.
there's a video on it, after that i googled for his name and found out that it was really true.
then i wiki-ed him.

now i know that he didnt have some surgery to change his skin colour.
his skin began to change color and such then he had an illness, which makes him cannot be under the sun light.
yeah and he was once married to Lisa Marie Presley, Elvis Presley's only child.
then i clicked on Elvis Presley's wiki link and discovered that he was very rich.
LOL. i didnt expected it la, so i was kinda shocked.
haha.

whatever it is, RIP Michael Jackson.
i can't believe he's 50 years old. time flies.

Michael Jackson's Death.
Official Website of MJ.
Michael Jackson
Lisa Marie Presley (oh, and i realised that she have a lot of children. lol)
Elvis Presley

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Going gaga

Hello people!
oh god, cant imagine i've been using the comp straight after im home after moot parliament.
visiting the parliament house was cool and interesting.
hahaha i think being an elected mp is even cooler ;D
hoho. after that, we started the moot parliament. damn i was so nervous~
damn cold and shivering. lol.
daryl was the clerk, and szenya was the speaker.

okay.. final verdict was that we lost, and i find it unfair.
not because we were sore losers, but its really, unfair! >:O
& we really did our researches and we did rebutted them back.
so i dont get it. i would use this to compare becuz in terms of voice, unless im in the midst of both, then i can judge.
but im really upset that we lost la! AH. F.

bused back, stomach was grumbling like siao
lol, headed to rivervale mall alone, wanted to eat chicken rice, in the end, i realised that it was renovating. -.- so i ate LJS. ):
home sweet home and tved and ate. damn, for the first time in my life, i couldnt finish LJS's food.
impossible.. hahaha cuz the chicken nugget was really huge and hard. lol
after that i started to use the comp. omgggg
i seriously fell in love with NYX's round lipstick in circe! wonder who has it! ):
and, yeah, spent alot of time surfing the net
wanted to go to sleep several times, but i was like, "aiya, play awhile more.."
so in the end im still here!
im going off soon cuz im really really tired out
slept @ 3plusam ytd and was late today
so i ran to school -.- in the end im not the only one late. FML.

anw, saw these two vids, just felt like sharing :)
cuz i suddenly chanced upon lady gaga's songs so i wiki-ed her
and i found out alot more stuffs about her.
haha. but i think that her music videos are abit obscene.
but well, i like the Paparazzi's music video.
its COOL :) although beginning looked abit dramatic.
LOL.
& the interview between david archuleta and lady gaga is funny. somehow. haha!



enjoy! :)
TTFN.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Memories.

aww, missed this picture.
last year's. i think its nice ;D

One word: ECSTATIC!

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PEOPLE!
im so happy now! cuz my father responded to my letter by bringing me down to the M1 shop @ Compass Point to get my samsung pixon!!!
and its in pinkkkkkkkkkkk, pretty in pink!
although im not really a pink person, but that pink is nice!
woooooooooooooooooo
happy now. hahahaha
but i dont understand one thing, when i take a picture, then there will be a roller sound? or clicked sound. idk. think i'll go m1 and ask the person again
:)

and my father also gave me money for rebondinggggg
yay! happy. happy. happy.
there's moot parliament tmr! im so nervous
i havent prepare the speech yet! ):
gahhhhhhhh k gtg~

Sunday, June 21, 2009

You're just repeating the same mistake you told me not to make.

bad day, i wasted my saturday (!) rotting at home.
woke up at 3, ate and bla
and practically did nothing.....

oh wait, i did something
which i totally regret
and if i have a time machine, i will go back to that time and wont commit the same mistake again
damn! really regret, fuck.
gahhh

sissy came back around 8 and i had KFC again!
LOL. like whats with the exclaimation mark right?
becuz i ate KFC yesterday for lunchhhhhhh with Jianying(L) already.
haha
havent been updating my happenings lately. shall update them all tmr~
im afraid it will be lengthy... haha
pictures promised too~!
hahah

now watching another drama series
which is gonna start airing @ channel U
hahaha not really an "ou xiang ju" but its sorta normal drama i guess?

well, have been rotting for this whole week
kinda hate myself for that
and havent got the chance to print and pass the letter to my father
speaking of him, he just suck big time for not giving me allowance for yesterday and today
just becuz i reached home PAST 11!!! wtf!
i reached home @ 11.50pm on thursday cuz i was out celebrating ken's bday
and i msged him alrd, cus i didnt know that it will drag till so late
in the end, he didnt even fucking reply.
n1!

then yesterday was becuz i reached home @ 11.30pm and he told my bro that after 11 means late alr. i was like wtf.
what a retarded father i have right! he fucking thinks that money can keep me from going out
but hes so damn wrong
PFFFFT. no happy father's day for him.
sucker for life. arghhhhhhhh
anw, i read the new paper for today, and i think the guy who committed suicide after stabbing the lecturer was kinda smart
hahaha he wrote that he might not cry when it comes to his parents' funeral cuz he really had enough of them, smth like that in a text file
eg, ms word/notepad/wordpad
and the forensic people found that document in his lappy
and sorta leaked the content. hahaha

if i were to commit suicide one day and do such things
i bet my father will lift another foot and step into his coffin alrd
and i bet you must be thinking that, i am so cruel for saying such things
karma will let me get my retribution
hahaha i think i get enough of "retribution" alrd, i did nothing to my father
and he treats me like that? wtf.
hahaha

and Samsung Jet is released~!
specs not bad, and its kinda pretty too
sissy seems intent on getting it.
hahahah
its quite cheap too, for its launch.
$318 for M1 and $348 for Starhub
singtel idk. quite cheap right? :)

k gotta finish up the ep and go to bed
yesterday's suana was great, totally exfoliated my skin!!
luv it.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Sorry, ain't that hot anymore.

OMG. i cant believe that i spent almost 8 straight hours watching Zettai Kareshi, its the show which is going to be aired on Channel U - i think? every friday, 11.30pm that one.
the very hot guy as a boyfriend, 'cept that he's a robot.
haha.

well, till now i think that the movie is quite good
haha. and randomly popped up another robot -.-
just hoped that people in the show can really take some initiative!!! like Nighto san.
hahahaha lame. his name is Night (Knight). haha. cool name
k, im gonna continue to watch it already!

sian! needa go back school @ 1030 tmr for FNNNNNNN
i wonder whats wrong~
and after bio practical gotta rush home & prep
hope i wont be so late.
and due to my engross-ment of watching-dramas-continuously, i still havent passed my father the letter yet
sometimes i think that if i used the time spent watching dramas to do homework, i wont have any worries alrd
hahaha
i just have to RELAX for this week, i will be fine!

and bad news! that ultimate bitch is back - yes. my sister.
sian! AND, im gonna survive without camera tmr, sorry ken!
and shit, a mosquito just bitten me. ughhhh
k, byebyebyebye!

Random


(enlarge it!! THIS IS REALLY RANDOM AND I THINK THAT THIS DEVICE IS STUPID. ROFL.)

HAHA I HAVEN'T SLEPT YET.
was randomly BLOG-hopping around and chanced upon one of the junior's blog...
but anw, its really hard to read a blog with white wordings - i realised!
my eyes hurt~ like abit siaosiao after reading. haha!
but thats not the main point, main point is
feel that now their band life like so boring...
just hope that if they're feeling down, they should cheer up and chin up!
cuz mr er will always lead us to where we want and what we wanted.
so yeah, kudos to CVMB! =D

hahaha

HAPPY.

Woooooooooooooohooooo
happy happy. super happy now!
i am like smiling like an idiot in front of my computer. LOL.
why am i happy?
cos i finished watching GOSSIP GIRL SEASON 2!
LIKE FINALLY CAN? hahaha and i luv the ending so much.
now i will be like the rest of the GG fans waiting for the release of season 3!
which is AUGUST 31st. )))))))))):
so longgggggggggggggggggg!
ok no. time flies. nono. stay long stay long!!
i dont want Os to come!!
k. nutz.

haha. and i have already written the letter
just that i havent print and all. my thoughts kinda just rushed through
hehe
and i found blogshops which have elf instocks!!!!
AND the best part is that they carry their NAIL POLISHES!!!
yay. happy happy. but now im gonna worry about $.
shiat. haha. but its okay. gonna be a good girl and stay @ home.
heeeheee

and, im gonna start watching the "jue dui nan you" soon!!
its the robot boyfriend thingy dongy, i forgotten the english title alr
its in jap i think?
and im soooooooooooo tired out now.
ohno. and im happy that i-weekly featured bbf and teenage has their pinups!!
WHICH IS THEIR POSTER. YAYYYYYYYYYY
am so gonna place it below the poster of GOONG. hahahaha
pretty boys and pretty girls. princes and princess.
hahahahaha
k, im super high now.
maybe cuz its wed alr! and H will be back.
wooooooooo i miss H.
k gtg sleep already

theres BIO practical tmr, kinda dread it
but no choice, since only got 1 lesson.
so hafta go.
and i really really want my SAMSUNG PIXON!!
and im so tired
BB (i feel like buying BB cream)

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

To be upset is an understatement.

Hello! Long time didnt have a proper post huh?
woke up around 11-ish this morn, started to clean my hammies' cages.
finished at 1.30pm, was dead beat~
bathed and i got settled down.
wanted to some stuffs, but due to the overwhelming temptation of watching gossip girl
i skipped everything spent my day watching it
its bad its bad its bad
im supposed to come up with a letter to convince my father to get me a new phone
tsk, and ive alr thought about it while i was bathing
so apparently my ideas got shelved because i was so engrossed with gg -.-
wth, seriously~

anws, going back school tmr for like 45mins to MP meeting
gahhh havent prepared my materials yet!!
shall do it tmr when i wake up
i shall finish with one more ep and off to bed!
just had some greasy fries for supper. gahhhh
i seriously need to complete TWO THINGS in my wishlist!!!
i want my PHONEPHONEPHONE!
K, bye!


to say i love you was an overstatement (is there such word?)
to say i like you is an understatement.
so tell me what should i say?
i miss HGZJ. ):

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Lee Min Ho & Kim Hyun Joong

Lee Min Ho's Dunkin' Donuts Adv.
cute, but abit gay. lol




Etude House Adv
the ending abit gay also. or maybe girlish. haha



Kim Hyun Joong related tv shows.



Part2



somebody's pants split. HAHA




hahaha
Kim Hyun Joong's one is funneh~
hahahaha

Wondergirlz

Damn. im like addicted to the tune of Wondergirls' Nobody.
LOL. i've been like humming it ever since i heard my sis' phone rang in the morn.
LOL -.-
whatever. spent my whole day using the lappy.
SHIOK. i must say. haha!
promised to update....
but im kinda tired to do so.
but i have nice vids to post!
hahahaha
its the NGs for Boys before Flowers! :D

Part 1



Part 2



Part 3


enjoy! :D

I get excited when i see cheap dealz. ELF!

AHHH im like so excited now! cos i just passed by a website selling ELF products,
as in they are having spree~ so im pretty tempted to buy several things.
however, im like in need of money now. SO HOW!
omg. but i think im still buying
hahahaha im so excitedddddddddddddd. woooooooooo
if you wanna get ELF stuffs too, dont hesitate to tell me k!
hehe
bye!

will update again later~

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

I kinda hate you. Aw?

This is bad.
i've just ate a packet of char siew rice and a bowl of mashed potatoes
yumyum but im gonna gain weight -.-
like this morn i just said that i've lost some weight. haha
i've gained it back alr!! >:O

my mood's pretty bad
wanted to do FNN but guess i'll leave it till tmr
then i shall do my maths today
im so tired. i think im falling sick soon
maths is driving me nutty
3 more days and i will be free of that everyday-do-maths-routine.
i aint a person cut-out to do maths
hahah im more of a language person than a maths&sci person

anw, celebrated mr er's birthday today!
HAPPY SWEET 18TH BIRTHDAY! :)
luv you forever. <3

long time no see him alr
kinda missed him );
and he told us smth, i think its pretty sad
since that person is sort of related to us, the currect sec4s.
awww~

home sweet home after that & glued myself to the TV and maths book
k, gotta dash. bye!

Fanmade Vid. Ultimate cuteness. LOL



okay i decided not to sleep:)
shall load the vids and go bathe and do my maths!
im nuts, i know. i always am:)
anw finished FNN alr, damn elated. :D
heheee bye~

second post

omg i cant resist the temptation
i have boys before flowers' ost in my mp3
and everytime i hear the songs, i feel like finish watching it!!
left 3 more ep !!!
OHNO.
pls. diedie
i think im crazy. buaiz

Random (p.s: my window is very dirty -.-)













fattest animal on Earth.




Monday, June 8, 2009

Five minutes to midnight.

Sadly, a lot of unfortunate/bad things have been happening to me.
prolly cuz i started off badly in the day which kinda sucked. ):
got scolded by Mrs Yoga in the morn cos i didn't finish my maths homework.
i wonder why don't the maths teachers think that they have given us too much homework?
everyone has coursework, yes. but everyone have different working pace.
no one is the same, so they cant expect person B to be like person A whom have completed both maths and coursework. right?

then after maths, i was totally worrying about my F&N
chionged totally for 4hrs plus
only finished Research -.- nice one.
left development, decision-making.
i kinda regret doing so much. haha
its like writing draft 2, draft 3 for English Essay.
hahahaha so last time when i was young, i will write lesser so that when doing draft 2 i will have lesser to write. haha! so smart right. that was like when i was in lower sec i think?

funny. after F&N, went compass meet Wendy & Jianying(L)
had lunch at Subway and bought some stuffs & home sweet home
homed, played PATAPON and slept.
woke up @ 8pm and wanted to start on my F&N when my eldest sis suddenly just said she wants to "take back" my phone for a week.
like wth, she's going to borrow my camera for 1 week and now she's gonna take away my phone for 1 week too. like seriously, 1) she should have repaired her fucking phone earlier. 2) she should buy her own camera.

i was so pissed because sat I'm going out with Jianying(L) to celebrate her birthday
and of course, as a amateur photographer, i will end up with lotsa pics.
and its her 16th birthday so it will be very memorable
then because of my sis' selfishness i wont have pictures for that day?
like seriously, that's why i hate to have too many siblings.
i should have said that the camera was mine and not lend her. REGRET.
PFFFFT. i told my second sis that i will jump down the building sooner or later
cos i am seriously gg crazy.
my eldest sis is driving me NUTS

so i have come to a conclusion:
(1) buy a phone
(2) rebonding
i will pay for either one and get my dad to pay the other. :)
because i really need a phone that belongs to ME.
and not someone else. i hate it when things like that happened
she GAVE me her phone cuz she pitied me that i have NO phone.
now she NEEDS the phone and shes TAKING IT back.
nice one huh.
i dont like owing people things/favours
and i really don't like the idea of lending her the camera
but I'm afraid that if i don't lend her the camera shes gonna threaten to cancel the Internet
seriously, my family have very THREATENING people (or whatever).
likes to threaten the poor me.
so next time if I'm gonna commit suicide I'm gonna write a suicide note
and blame those people for pushing me to a dead corner

make them guilty for their rest of their lives :)
this is great. i shall do it.

ya right. i will never commit suicide because of them
its dumbdumbdumb. retard.
k I'm gg do my F&N already. not gonna sleep tonight
show YOGA that she is the CAUSE of my dark eye rings. _|_
-

haha. i see no need of boot-licking the girl whom the boy loved becuz even if you do that, the boy will not like you too:)
whatever it is, some people are pathetic.
hawhaw
i love being bitchy. relieves me of my stress.
I AM SO STRESSED. GOING NUTTY.
PICCAS UP LATER.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Flames

Hello people~
i cant believe i actually didnt slept for 1 whole day, just to watch boys before flowers -.-
actually gg out movie w/ siblings tmr but doubt i can make it
i have F&N to complete and maths homework to do
i suddenly feel stressed. i hate maths.

whatever. i think Kim Hyun Joong is handsomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
goddddd~ Lee Min Ho seriously looks like Jerry Yan la~
hahaha but whatever it is, i think im so gonna dream about Kim Hyun Joong later
hahahaha hes so handsome that im drooling.
god. im kidding -.-
night!

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Broken Pieces

why did the 2 bitches have to come into my life?
if they didnt, wont the world be better? of course, without the first one, i wouldnt even be here today.
yes. im referring to my mother and my eldest sis
im so f pissed, angry, upset, hurt, disappointed, irritated - any adjectives that you can use to describe extreme sadness.
-
my mom called just now
i cant stand her pretentious concern because its so f fake
maybe its real, but i cant stand it
although you are my mother, you cannot just come and go as and when you like
im not a toy nor a pet, not smth that you can just play with it when you like it
you dont just suddenly appear in my life just like that
and disappear for like months after that
do you know how hurting was that?
i doubt you know.
because if you'd known, i wouldnt have the need to write it today

since young, i've always cried silently on the other end of the phone while she called
maybe i missed her, or maybe im just sad.
she can just appear and disappear anytime she like.
and now, im 16 this year.
things have changed, so am I.
i have changed. i am no longer the feebly, weak little girl you've abandoned
when she called just now, i only feel irritance. i feel agitated
i just feel like hanging up on her.
why, you ask me.

well, i will only say this.
i havent seen or talk to her in like months?
and ever since she wento get my report book the other day
she just "naturally" became my mother again
start to talk to me about tuition
like hello? you dont even know if i really need it or not
so just shut the fuck up

so when she called just now
all i felt was, "do you ever think about how i feel? do you think that you can manipulate my life as and when you like now? sorry, its too late"
i feel like telling her this
i know i sound harsh, i sounded rash
no one knows how does it feel like, years without your mother
beside you. and all she does when she sees you is to shower bias-ness on your eldest sister
how does that feel?
feels bad isnt it?
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now about my eldest sister
i have 2 sisters. the elder one has a temper and character like mine
but thankfully, our fate is different
we've inherited our father's attributes: stubborness, bad-tempered, hot-headed, and so on and so forth.

so. i was happily watching my boys before flowers
then she just switched on the iron
because the plug for the computer was loose (and I DIDNT KNOW)
and my computer was shut down
like wth?? i loaded like a few episodes before already and its all done
somemore i was watching another episode halfway through
then she just suddenly like that?
when my comp switched off, we both thought it was because she off the wrong switch
but the fact was that she was switching on, and she didnt off the comp's

and i got pissed but i didnt scream at her
i was like wth, i load alr leh. now gone. (thats what you will say normally when the take-so-long vids finally finished buffering)
then blabla bla

then my second sis went to adjust the thingy
then we found out that it was because the plug was loose
then after that my eldest sis switched off her iron
and my computer was shut down again.
LIKE WTH. cant she just f close it gently?
after that i said the same thing, im like, wa, i just on and you switched off again
and after awhile she suddenly screamed at me
its damn loud, no one had ever done that to me, not even my father

so scream here scream there
i was so pissed off and angry
cos when i switched on back, the immature her go and switch off my comp again
in the end got this windows did not start normally thingy
then i exploded. and she screamed
we both screamed
after that i was damn pissed off and angry
its like i cannot do anything, i am helpless. no one can help
if my sister & bro help, they will get scolded as well
then after that she come out and scream at me again
then she went in to her room

i was damn angry then i go kick the chair which was infront of me
then when she came out she saw
she thought her fucking bag was on the chair
and inside that fucking bag got perfume
and she thought i kicked the chair with the bag
i think thats the most retarded thing someone will say
like i will kick a chair which has a bag? like im blind? dumb?
im not. because before that i was eating my lunch
so i put her bag on the floor and jacket on the table
and she complained again that i put her bag on the floor
like wth???? she princess?

pissed pissed pissed
then she screamed at me
then she threw the chair at the floor
when i ignored her (cos she was being stupid & childish. i cant be bothered),
she kicked me calf. like so damn pain la.
shes not very small size, she has tons of fats
and she think she kick very gentle? its damn pain
somemore kick until my bone
then i exploded again
blablabla then she threatened me not to aggravate her
if not she will throw the chair at me.
thus i didnt say anything, because i know she will
shes like so damn violent and abusive
if she gets married next time, i bet her husband will get beaten up for not listening to her
wanna hear something bossy she said?
"why didnt you call them to come into my room and ask me what i want for lunch?" she said this to my second sis, the "them" is us, me and my brother
that was before the quarrel. when i heard that i was like wtf, are we her maids??

f pb. then after i didnt say anything, she was back to doing her own things
i was like, trembling with anger
seriously, i was going to explode alr
i wanted to smash the plates in my dish rack, i wanna throw her things downstairs
so i waited for her to leave
then after that i threw her shoes at the door and kick it
then i threw her clothes on the floor and step it
i seriously cannot control my anger
im like so pissed that i threw anything i saw, including some plugs
im damn angry la.
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thanks for reading
i know it might be filled with spelling mistakes/grammer mistakes or whatever shit
but when you typed in a fit of an anger
things just spill.
you have no time to think
whatever it is.
i think im going crazy soon
my eyes are puffy and tired.

Friday, June 5, 2009

Gotta Dash

Alrighty, here for a quick post!
managed to finish up my overdued work (-.-) and i wanted to go to my room to change
but unfortunately my father (!!!) is vacuuming my room
its his off-day today!
and its like 20 mins to 2pm!!
GOODNESS. although i stay very near to the school but i still need to do alot of things.
damnnn
and while rushing through with my FNN, i suddenly wrote smth like that
"i will conduct a survey so as to find out the children's likes and dislikes of food so that i wont end up cooking dishes that they dont like in my Practical Exam and score very badly."

HAHAHA the ones bolded are just appeared in my mind while i was doing my FNN
i just typed till the "so that i wont end up cooking" then after that i was like "EH? WHAT WAS I TYPING MAN! LOL" then i just backspaced it.
lololol
funny. i think its just in my subconscious memory and i just typed it without thinking.
yes. this is called babbling through your brain - talking without thinking through it properly.
HAHA. i am brainless. ok no. i have brains. just that sometimes i just like to give it a rest
and i go haywire
k im seriously going nutz. its like 1.45pm already!!!
and suddenly my stomach hurts.
BYEBYE.

i have alot of wants and needs that i need now
if not once the GSS is over then i can say byebye already
lol

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Stucked in the lift.

ok im gonna do my coursework now~
chiong chiong chiong~! shall update if im free.
hahaha
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its over baby
you made me lose interest in you after i found out that you still adore her
how sad. how sad.
i hate people who dont think through with their brainz before they talk
how irritating it is.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

DONE

WOooooooo
like finally done with my menu, evaluation forms and some part of task analysis
quite a happpy girl now. but im afraid that i will overslept
cos im veryvery tired now
& i think i will faint of fatigue soon
sooooo dont wanna attend SS & chem practical after exam
i'll be so tired
maths remediation in the morn is enuff to kill plz
k, im going sleep alrd! goodthenightx
wish me luck.

Monday, June 1, 2009

I died instantaneously.

Oh.my.god.

i cant believe it.
i'm like doing things so last minute, suddenly i felt that i dont have a lot of time!
i didnt even have the time to try out my shepherd's pie. just hope that it will turn well tmr.
suddenly just felt like risking & cooking in the middle of the night which was kinda stupid.
but i was like thinking that if anyone is hungry they will cook right? but the point is i will be using onion and it will make a helluva noise and im sure to get discovered (what lousy english-.-)
yeah then if i do, i wont have enough time to sleep.
but if i dont do, im afraid that i will fumble.
HOW. diediedie. Jianying(L) just went MIA. haha she didnt reply my msg.
she could probably offer me some useful suggestions now ):
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& i haven't even done my
MENU.
EVALUATION TEMPLATE.
thanks huh. veh veh much.
& the fact that i got maths remediation tmr just spoils everything.
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tmr's the BIG DAY. even bigger than Chinese O's (imo)
because tmr is the day whereby all my hardwork is aimed at.
to provide a balanced meal for the kidz.
& if i screw up, i shall say byebye to my practical marks which holds like 24marks out of everything. it looks little. but i think its alot.
you can either score or fail with it
i wanna score. i wanna get A1. F&N A1 is my goal. hahahaha sounded psychotic
but ya la, i just wanna do well.
i screwed up my chi bao zhang bao dao today
kns plz. i nearly cried because i was over-stressed.
never in my life did i cry because of stress becuz i can handle it well
i didnt even cry during SYF before our turn.
so its like, yeah. maybe cos its O levels. thats why its like more mf impt.

well well well
something unfortunate happened during the exam
hawhawhaw of course not to me. :)
its like @ the 15th minute of the examination, some RETARD just suddenly kept dragging her shoes on the floor. i thought she was dragging her feet or it was someone sniffing.
BUT NO. SHE TOOK OFF HER SHOES AND PLACED HER FEET ON IT AND DRAGGED THE SHOES ALONG. WTFH IS THIS?

like, she really got nothing better to do????
or isit that her feet hurts????
really make me feel puzzled.
but what i did next might not be shocking to SOME of you. hahahaha

because the invigilator was scruffling around me/behind me
i just got so f annoyed and pissed off that i just raised my hand
and asked her to STOP dragging her feet.
she said, oh okay sorry
im like -.- is she stupid or stupid??

nvm, after that she still stood behind me with her fellow invigilator and talked
or maybe, gossiped -.-
like so irritating can???? if not that i was rushing for time, i would turned and stared at them.
retarded man. i got so pissed. seriously.
i cant stand people irritating me. cos i get irritated easily!
so she deserved it right? just mf pissed.
somemore her face spells B-O-R-E-D.
like enjoying air-con, walking around doing nothing wasnt good?
what else she wants? like wth la.
PISSSSSSED. STUPID SHIAT.

anw the heat is REALLY killing me
hate going home sticky and sweaty and tired
damn
im gonna start doing my F&N now
suddenly im afraid that my eyes will swollen.
lol
cos i can feel it coming. OHNO
and recently ive been having pimple outbreak
so sad.

k im going hysterical(sp) alr
BYEBYE.
wish me luck plz.

News update.

Hello people! just wanna blog about this news that i saw @ MSN news.
then i wento google about it. LOL.
its about this Malaysian Prince's wife escaping from him after being his "sex slave"



A Malaysian prince in the Kelantan royal family has been accused of kidnapping and abusing his wife who fled from him earlier.

The news emerged after two reports appeared in an Indonesian-language daily since Tuesday.

The report quoted the mother of a 17-year-old Indonesian-French model as saying she feared for her daughter's safety when she was abducted after a pilgrimage with the royal family to Jeddah, Saudi Arabia, in end of February.

The mother of Ms Manohara Odelia Pinot said her daughter had complained of being abused by her 31-year-old husband ever since she wed him in 2008.

The report said that Ms Manohara - whose father is French and mother is Indonesian - was named as one of Indonesia's top models by Harper's Bazaar.

Mother Daisy Fajarina, 44, told Surya newspaper in Surabaya: 'My child has been tortured, her chest has been cut with a razor. This is what people in the palace who were sympathetic with our plight have told me.'

Mother and daughter had first met the prince in December 2006, when they were invited to attend a dinner with Prime Minister Najib Abdul Razak. The report did not state where the dinner was held.

Said Mrs Daisy: 'He seemed polite. After a few months, he showed a liking to my daughter who was then 15. From what I knew then, he seemed like a good man. Whenever he was in Jakarta, he would ask to take us out.

'He did his prayers, was never rude and seemed gentle. I treated him like a son.'

The two wed in Aug 2008, with the prince giving RM50,000 ($20,000) worth of wedding gifts and dowry. She was then 16 years old.

Abuse

But trouble in the household began soon after. The mother claimed that her daughter was treated roughly by the husband in front of everyone.

In a report, Tempo newspaper said that in an e-mail secretly sent by Ms Manohara, she recounted how she was sexually abused by her husband. 'I had to obey him for my own safety,' she said.

Said Mrs Daisy: 'At one point, she fled to Singapore and made her way back to Jakarta.'

Soon after this, the divorced mother of two said the family received many visitors acting on behalf of the royal family, persuading her to ask Ms Manohara to return to Kelantan.

That was when her family was invited to perform the umrah - a minor pilgrimage - between 25 Feb and 9Mar to reconcile with the royalty.

But when they were to leave Jeddah, Ms Manohara was taken in the same car as her husband, while her mother in another. Manohara was then forced to get inside a private jet, leaving her mother behind.

The anguished mother said she had filed a complaint with the Indonesian embassy in Jeddah after the incident.

She had also tried to travel to Malaysia to track down her daughter but alleged that she was denied entry at the 'request of the Kelantan palace'.

The distraught mother had also sought the help of the Indonesian Foreign Ministry.

The Indonesian Deputy Chief of Mission in Kuala Lumpur, Tatang B Razak, said his office had received the complaint from the victim's family through their lawyer, O C Kaligis.

'At first, we made an informal approach to the family of the sultan of Kelantan,' he said.

However, the effort turned to disappointment when the royal family refused to meet with the Indonesian Embassy official, claiming they were busy.

Mr Tatang said the Kelantan Sultanate has been claiming that Ms Manohara was safe and sound. She is now staying at one of the palaces in the state bordering with Thailand.

Yesterday, 'friendly' photos of her and the prince flooded several blogs, some postings alleging that the controversy is a lie.

Despite this, the Indonesian embassy has sent an official letter to the Malaysian Foreign Affairs Department regarding the case.

'We are waiting for their response,' Mr Tatang said.
- from The New Paper.
Lol. like so drama. but i was interested because it was actually committed by the Malaysian Prince. and :O he's like 31 years' old & the woman who ran away was like 17 this year.
and guess what he looks like? :)
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haha. and beside him is his wife. :)
anyway more information about the news & him will be available
here and here (its in malay, f.yi. but there's piccas at the side) and here
:)

i know its abit boring.
haha. i wanted to make it more exciting
but i was totally swallowed by the amazing-ness of Google Chrome.
its damn amazing~! damn fast and non-lag. i like! :D
ultra-recommended. kudos!