Thursday, April 30, 2009

Questions

Hmm, i deleted the previous post.
why, you would ask me.
because its like, you know every of my post is completed, no sentence structure problem.
then if i begin to pluck out words from each sentence.
it seems incomplete and it sounds wrong.
i know its completely trashy because its filled with vulgarities.
however, i do feel that i am not in the wrong because i was also very super duper angry and pissed off at that time too as i could not stand someone scolding me vulgar, like so random
im not even scolding geraldine, yet she say that im XL.
so yeah. and i believe she have repeated it more than once.

secondly, if you people really think that i am gutless and i can only hide behind my computer screen and type shitloads of posts scolding people then i think you're really wrong.
what i write in my blog is my say. i decide what i wanna write.
besides, i normally dont name names, so you cant really be so sure that i am referring to the person you're thinking of. and when i dont name names, and you are like scolding me cos you THINK that i am scolding you, its called slander.
hahaha accusing me of something which i didnt do.
well, i usually scold people/just have anger-related posts, after i posted
my mood is free and easy and happy already. (:
its like as though im talking to a best friend and ive confided all my sorrows
i admit that my use of language is very strong and its strongly stained with sarcasm.
i cant help it. its in my genes. my sisters are also like that -.-
k but whatever the case is,

if the people on my tagboard still wanna pursue the matter
i can only tell you this, youre just wasting your time.
mid years coming next week, dont waste energy gathering at somebody's house
and tagging me. its _ _ _ _ (fill in yourself)
its like.. lol. the IPs and the time is so... lol
i am speechless but i am certain people who are familiar with Ips will know what im talking yeah.
k, so yep.

basically today's a great day
i finally understood POA, update later yeah! :D

Reply to your tags.

Okay. seemed like the people who are tagging in my blog is furious.

lemme clarify something with YOU ALL first before you judge.
number one. when i say low level, i dont mean EXPRESS/NA/NT. hello, im from NA last time myself, if im insulting you guys, then wouldnt i be insulting myself as well? although i am in the express stream now?
and by saying low level, i aint judging you, i just meant it as a way that i wont so childish
AND I DIDNT SAY THAT YOU'RE CHILDISH. im just saying that i wont be as childish.
get it?

numbertwo. i would only be replying to geraldine & cynthia's tags as they were the ones around at that time. the rest, i dont see any reasons why i should reply.
but as to CHNG FENG YUAN,
goodnews. im gonna remove all the vulgarities in that post.
because of what miss teo said.
you dont have to know, but just know that its something inspiring
if you dont think that i got inspired by her, you can go ask 4f/g miss teo bio class students
about what she said today. about all the vulgarities that we're using.
i just feel that its degrading. i dont wanna degrade myself (:

-


geraldine: pls... i know sara is noisy, and i asking her to be quiet rite? must ur tone be so XL arh? oh pls saying u XL dosent made us so happy instead it rot my mouth...

geraldine: "low level?" oh pls NA are low level, are you sure u wan tosay that? i telling u , u better becarful of ur words, i have my limit!

geraldine: oh please...u got guts u come talk you mi ! i dare u monday come, u have the guts to write this in ur blog means u have the guts to say infront me.dont see us then say " yingshu i wait for you outside

i wanna tell you something, geraldine
when you uttered the word XL, you were pissed off at that time too right?
you have the right to utter vulgarities when you're angry
or simply venting your anger or your pissed-off feeling.
so why cant i be angry and post a post that shows my frustrations?
i admit that my usage of vulgarities was very high
it was because i was very very very angry and sort of bewildered
why you have to say that?
we have nothing against each other, im sure.
but even you're angry or what, you shouldnt just utter that word out.
maybe its not that loud, but i heard it.

and if you're very angry that my post have the words bitch/fuck
and you're very angry about it, i apologise to you.
because i was also very angry. people who are close to me will know that once im angry i will write out a very "colorful" post filled with vulgarities.
its like, im just venting my anger.

im not even criticising anybody from the Normal Academic stream.
when i said low level, i didnt mean about our streams/academic performances
i aint performing well in express you know?
so low level doesnt really mean that im insulting the NAs.
if you still think so that im insulting the NAs directly or indirectly,
then i have nothing to say, because i've said my piece and its up to you to accept the fact.

and geraldine, i didnt know/heard that you did asked sara to be quiet
cos i dint hear it nor did you say that you told her be quiet ytd
i only knew it when you wrote on this tagboard/when just now ys told me.
and, i think that its logical if you're facing someone who is wearing headphones and the volume is very loud, you would certainly wanna tap his/her's shoulder or hand or whatever to get their attention. maybe if you did that, she might actually heard what you and i said.
to keep quiet. cos seriously im having a hard time to concentrate while shes singing so loudly.

and just now i said that "yingshu i wait for you all outside"
it doesnt mean that im a coward, i wanted to pee actually, but the toilet so crowded
and i had no place to put my bag, so i went out instead of adding on to the crowd. -.-

i hope that the above posts satisfies your queries.
(:

as for cynthia, my response is the same.
cos its the same queries.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Stiletto.

Helloooooooooooooooooo (:
seemed like many people were pretty curious about whos the person im talking about in my previous post! HAHA. but only a few know the answer (:
so anyway today was pretty good, except that i didnt have my recess, kiathao never come, and i was so super duper damn tired during english.
lemme go into detail (: i feel like going into details today. hahaha

hmm, wasnt late for school today. so was still okay
although i ran. i hate running, my bangs always flyyyyyyyy until duno like what.
then yeah, started reading on another book! ;D
its nice, im gonna finish it soon yo! the cover's pretty, pretty too. hehe
then after that was SS for first period, busy writing for the CCA points thingy dongy
then didnt do SS. LCE was pretty fun, sat with kenneth cos kiathao didnt come
so i just read my book, sign the class photos and did some random stuffs!

after that was english. seriously, the air-con is sooooo making me sleep
i wanted to sleep yet i couldnt, cos mr suaini was going through oral
and the last situational writing (YES!) i hate situational writing.
gosh. then after that was recess, spent time in the class reading my book
accompanied by some really perverted monsters sitting behind me
argh. nightmares. i just feel like screaming at them.
one of the includes a guy who PRACTICALLY DRAGS HIS FEET while walking.
and the miss c-u-t-e having fun with mr D.
okay, i think its quite obvious. haha! im so mean. but seriously, they are IRRITATING.
ESPECIALLY WAYNE, I HEAR HIS LAUGHTER I FEEL LIKE...
running away. he sounds like a perverto sicko. ~_~ (LOL)

then wento hall.. then was POA. siao liao liao liao liao
my eyes couldnt stop looking, my head couldnt stop turning.
shucks! and did i mention that i got 19.5/25 for POA test?
i was happy, very happy. hahaha
last test got 13/25. damn
was also reading book, cos seriously, my ears were shut.
lol. then after that was F&N.
yay, happy. finished my food order list & equipment list!!
left with time plan. and im DONE.
also damn happy that my research and dev. were of MH standard
and im like telling kenneth, "im so gonna get A1 for F&N!"
im serious k! so i really need to work harder and stop talking to YS during F&N.
hahahaha

and mrs shariff came visiting today
just to check files, WTH. -.-
and yeah, she left ard 2 i think?
then F&N ended and i went down to look for kenneth.
ate and asked him about Oral stuffs and went up hall for oral
omg, its like, quite scary eh. lol. the seating arrangement.
i was the second one, so didnt wait quite long.
but i tell you, MR SUAINI SUCKS!
DAMN IT. I WAS TALKING ABOUT THE PICTURE
AND HE DIDNT EVEN LOOK @ ME. its like so goddamn disrespectful la!
:@ angry. argh. but i think i did okay. except for conversation, i sure fail. -.-

met Jianying(L) after oral and wento Compass and had LJS for lunch ;D
after that bused back school, was late for miss fazleen's bio lesson.
(PART OF THE POST DELETED. NOT THAT IM AFRAID.
BUT ITS JUST THAT EVERYTHING DONT FIT IN AFTER I HAVE EDITED IT
WITHOUT THE VULGARITIES. IF YOU HAVE MISSED IT THEN TOO BAD.
AND I REALLY WANNA CLOSE THIS CASE. COS I DONT THINK ITS NECESSARY)
i was like so goddamn pissed off la, after that biology lesson
but on the happier note, im falling in love with...........
BIOLOGY! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
interesting. was so happy when i got one question correct.
heehee, my memory is IMPROVING!! =D
and omg, my nose just bled. ):
too heaty already laaaaaaa
but anw, i love miss low jianying very damn bloody much.
haha. something random. cos i just suddenly missed her.
hahahaha
i aint a lesbian. but im certainly ONE girl who loves her damn much.
heehaw

ok, bye! (:
suddenly im in a happy mood
hoho
buaizxz
TTYN. LOL

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Fuck that bitch.

OKAY. my phone nearly got confiscated by that BITCH today.
what an unlucky day! i hate today! ):
i shall update more tmr im getting insufficient sleep!
dont tell me RC is my new addiction! nOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoo
okay, retarded.
and
P.S: IF YOU ARE HATING ME BECAUSE.
I LIKE ISAAC, THEN LEMME TELL YOU THIS:
I DONT LIKE ISAAC, SO DONT GO AROUND GOSSIPING BEHIND MY BACK THAT YOU'RE OH-SO-DAMN-FUCKING-JEALOUS.
I DONT GIVE A DAMN. SERIOUSLY.
once again, if you're offended, then you must be in love with isaac,
if not, you must be gossiping behind my back.
whats wrong with me asking him out to study? (:
bye!

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Exams stress.

OKOKOKOK
i've decided to make a resolution: which is to abstain from computer!
THIS WEEK & NEXT WEEK!
because exams are approaching in like a week's time!
7th may start exams. ):

& i seriously need to put my determination in studying!
hope that hugging buddha's leg last min will help!
and. argh. i wanna get great results.
great results come with tremendous amount of effort.
so i shall put in tremendous amount of effort to make sure my results are great!
and esp my maths.
OK IM MOTIVATED LIAO.
HAHAHAHA BYEEEEEE!

Stucked, in a state of confusion

Helloooooooooooooo
here to blog! haha
although i've blogged ystd already. ((((((:
so....
i woke up around 11plusam ? bathed and such.
preped and rushed down to tampines -.-
bused down, damn. the bus was so damn crowded! >:O
then reached tampines mrt, got the stuffs and i bused back AGAIN!
damn the sweltering heat, killing me la!
damn hot & sweaty. and i think i saw someone, a virtual friend (msn)
hah. he looked kinda fat & groggy and disgusting. YUCK!
didnt even wanna look at him. somehow the bus keep moving unsteadily.
then his hands keep brushing mine. >:O no other poles to hold, so i move my hand up instead.
gahhhh
luckily he dropped off at a stop ahead of mine :)

so yeah, homed with the 2kg worth of toilet sand for my hammies
then drank some cold water and i went to compass (:
saw some interesting views. ha!
went compass return books, and i was enjoying the air-con there
and randomly spotted gossip girls' book. so i borrowed one!
hahaaha
stayed there till 2 then i lrt-ed to rivervale plaza (:

saw Miss G. when i entered KFC.
she's darn outstanding plzzzzzzz!
found a seat, and i bought KFC then ate and blah
just after i finished, Mr. K came.
hawhaw. nice haircut (:
chatted and such. did homework (:
around 6pluspm, Jianying(L) came. and she ate & did her D&T.
then Mr. K left at 8pm, while we continued to stay there (:
finally finished my zuo wen!! no more chinese zuo wen homeworks for me! wooo
then we left around 9pluspm, bused home (:
on the way, chatted about everything & anything under the sun
ha. then homed alr, tv-ed and bathed and slept.
awfully tired. but otherwise, i forgotten what i did. haha.

TODAY.
woke up around 1230pm
bathed and prepd. then wento compass for a meetup (:
0ohhhhh my 5 babies are adopted by a malay girl (:
quite didnt expect her to be a malay. haha
then, bought lunch for myself & siblings & home sweet home (:
used comp after lunch till now!
read a book for awhile and now back to using comp and watching star awards (:



Im so deep in love with you
that i could hardly control my actions.
for what im doing.
ah. and....

I wanted you so badly that i can hardly breathe.

I WANNA GO OUT SO BADLY!
I WANNA DOLL UP AND GO SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!! )))))):
P.S: THE PREVIOUS POST, I WASNT SAYING ABOUT NATALIE (((((((((:
I WAS SAYING ABOUT SOMEONE WHO IS FAT, BUT DOESNT APPEARED TO BE FAT. (so in other words, im not discriminating anybody you're thinking of!!!)
OKAY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIE!
I LOVE YOU TOO :)
(IF YOU SAW THIS, PLEASE TAG ME KAYYYYYYY)
I REALISED I HAVE SO MANY ANONYMOUS READER.
HAHA! AND IM LIKE TYPING IN CAPS NOW.

if knowing a secret is at an expense of a precious friendship,
i would rather not know the secret. (:
Friends Forever.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

I wonder if theres anybody whom i could trust.

OKAY. im so pissed now. im so fucking fucking pissed.
i dont care whoever reads my blog feels that ima bitch, or they just hate me to the core.
and if you THINK THAT I AM REFERRING TO YOU, PLEASE LA, DONT THINK TOO HIGHLY OF YOURSELF. THANKS (:

Okay. im very very pissed
because apparently i was absent for school today
and one problem occurred after another.
people think that im a big mouth.
for goodness sake, go to the science lab and take one vernier calliper and find out whats the diameter of YOUR OWN FILTHY MOUTH.
i betcha would be shocked that your own mouth is way much bigger than normal mouths
and SAD TO SAY. I AINT A BIGMOUTH-ER.
NOT LIKE YOU. i cant believe that after we've made peace
you still turned out to be hating me.

its okay you know.
to hate me. im fine with it. but i hate it when you just take things at your own disposition and you didnt measure the consequences properly.
you only think of yourself when things happened
and never care about others.
please la, rumours are vile. everybody knows that.
yet you chose to confirm it.
its true that im sort of a loner. it doesnt matter
because standing from an outsider's view, i could see SO MUCH MORE clearer than anybody.
and you're just so FAKE. F-A-K-E.
its like, when you need an accompany, you just leech to anybody you can find.
and you're so naive. when people offers you benefits, you just immediately HOP onto their boat, being their GOOD FRIEND. and tells them everything you know.

please, to me you're just nothing but a FUCKING BIG MOUTH BITCH.
yes , i said this. if you confirmed that you're a BIG MOUTH BITCH.
go ahead and come find me or just tell me in my face that you FUCKING DETEST ME.
and please, you think that your FRIENDS are really true to you?!
sorry to say , or sad to say, THEY ARE SO FUCKING NOT.
if you dont believe what i say, too bad then. i've said my piece.
i hate you so much. ever since i stepped into ...
i already knew, omg. im gonna HATE THIS BITCH.
you're seriously a BITCH. an ATTITUDED BITCH
you just irritate the shit outta me and you just PISSED ME OFF.
fuck. you think you're the queen, you get what you want.
but im SO SORRY. you dont really get what you want all the time.

whatever it is, you've pissed me off SO FUCKING BADLY.
and you'll definitely pay the price for it. (:
i've said my piece. if you think that you really wanna scold me or whatever
sorry to say, READ MY DISCLAIMER.
SORRY, BUT IM STILL AS DIRECT AS EVER! (:
IM FAMOUS FOR THAT, RIGHT?!
CIAOS!


ANYWAY, the other bitch isnt gonna get away with it too
you've proved yourself to be unworthy of me
you've proved that you are a two-sided FACE freak.
yes, you are a freak. i think you are a freak
i hate it when people leak out my secrets.
AND YOU DID IT. congrats, for stepping into the danger zone (:
im not gonna do anything about it, im just gonna let you sink deeper, into your own fangs of trouble and tonguez. (:

ok, im gonna post a few vids of my hammies! ^^



videooooooo

Hot day.

Helloooooooooooooo.
didnt went to school today!
many reasons, mainly is because i didnt manage to finish my homework!
): and today is a very superbly HOT DAY!!!!
arghhhh wanted to go to the doctor's. but im tooooo lazy to go!
so i decided to write my final and last parent letter!

arghhhh only did SOME revision on maths today
quite disappointed with myself.
slept like 3hrs. then the rest of the time is using comp!
ah, im sweating now. can you believe it?
and my sis barred me from watching tv!
not because she wants me to study, is because SHE IS STUDYING.
WTFXZZXZXZZ
pissed. k, im gonna call BFF now.
kinda miss her. haha!
k byeeee

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Random Piccazx

i know i look damn shag in all my in-uniform pictures.
haha, who doesnt! :)


naughty ham who bites





Excitement.

This is bad. ah, things are not turning out to be what i'd expected!
goodness! okay. so i've gotten back my chem ST, got 8/20.
i failed but i feel neutral, or rather, a slight tinge of happiness. hahaha
cos i used to hit the top, counting from the bottom :)

okay.. then everyday was going all the same
except that i kept sleeping late, around 2am then i sleep
which is bad, real bad! humph
but studies-wise are all going well except for MATHS.
i got a freaking 25/80 for maths. ))))))):
and i havent finish all my maths homeworks!
sometimes i think that mrs yoga is quite over-bearing, or domineering?
its like shes gone for 2weeks, and once shes back, she expects us to bring our homework
i swear upon everything that she wouldnt even collect!
its like, i dont like it. ):
its not motivating me enough. its not forcing me to complete her homework.

okay. then was quite happy that i got all correct for Miss Teo's worksheet on Alkanes & Alkenes! =DDDD (sorry hor, im not proud, this is just being happy, dont get the WRONG idea!)
that was to anyone who reads my blog, anonymously.
okay, hmm i guess thats all. shall upload some piccas :)

hope i'll get more motivation!! i seriously NEED IT!!


I feel it.
The adrenaline rush, is getting to me.
You're making me fall head over heels for you.
You're just like, something glowing. glowing the midst of darkness.
Glowing for me to reach out to you, to lead you out.
I want to approach you, but you seemed so hostile, for me to reach out.
For me to get to know you, it seems so hard.
But i will make the approach soon. It has been long, since ive felt this pressure of infatuation, ever since.... and its making me feel tortured. a feeling that i must have you.
I feel like im talking as though i have a prey.
haha. but nope, its a human (: a perfectly flawless-skin human.
ah. i want you so much.
Is it a lust or Is it love?

many x(s) and o(s)

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Suri Cruise

Omg, i was randomly surfing the net
and i saw the news on Suri Cruise's birthday.
she's the daughter of Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes, just turned 3 on 18April
SHES DAMN CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
and pretty! wanted to post her photos here
but my comp is lagging badly -.-
so maybe post later or tmr. :)
gonna download safari 4!
comp lag-madness.

Jealous-y.

Hellooooooooooooooooooooooooo
today's not a bad day afterall :)
hm, woke up around 7am to bathe and blabla
reached school on time today and my hair is having a good-hair-day! =D
then assembly and such, oh. and i seriously hate it when people occupy so much space.
as in, person A and person B. the space is so damn fucking big that it can fit another person.
i wonder why people have to do this? like, so damn fucking inconsiderate.
sorry la, but im really pissed. cos everytime people at the back would have to sit into the rows of other classes, which is like so.... (fill in the blanks)

k.. then had science ST.
not bad, i think i can pass ^^
went for recess and after that was POA
ohhh my mind is starting to absorb things about POA again!
which is great. but, one thing is. i cant help turning to diagonal right(1 o'clock direction) to look at you.
its sorta irresistable. LOL
-.- then was chemistry. not bad, im listening toooo
then was chi, ohhhh the test is quite hard.
i hate it when questions are not direct
and they ask you questions with like one-sentence answer and they put 6marks for it
like quite idiotic.
then was MATHS. mrs yoga is BACK.
shitty, whole class got reprimanded for not doing their homework.
and tmr have to pass up the CIRCLES worksheet. (which is even shit-tier)
then school dismissed, Jianying(L) pei-ed me go home, took my library books and went compasssss. returned books and she photocopied her thingy and saw someone DISGUSTING AND EWW-ISH TO THE MAX. and bought some bread and bused back school!

then.............
had maths ASP for like half an hour?
then peied Jianying(L) wait bus, while waiting for the bus, saw this HOTTIE.
hahahaha. seriously, ultra, amazingly HOT. haha.
maybe to me ba, jianying wasnt even looking @ him.
and best thing was, he was sitting BESIDE MEEEEE.
sad part was, i think i stink. hahahah today was a VERY hot day. ):
k, then her bus came and i stood up the same time as the hottie!
hahahaha. hes realllllly hot :)

then walked home
felt quite guilty, cos i skipped the maths extra lesson
i felt that it really wasnt helping me.
what i needed help in was my foundation, and not endless questions which i dont even know how to do. ):
yeah, so once i reached home, i read the magazine love lent me
lol, and i fell asleep on my bro's bed
then he came back, i went up my bed and sleep.
woke up at 9pm. SIAN. cannot watch tv cos my sis outside studying -.-
and dinner wasnt back, so i lazed on my bed till like 10.30 then go bathe
i hate wasting time seriously. but i get lazy the moment im on my bed
cos its oh-so-comfortable! =D

then... now using comp
guess im gonna do my homework now
im quite motivated!!! prolly cuz i just got a huge blow
i failed my maths mock AGAIN
and worse this time! 25/80!!!
MAJOR DISAPPOINTMENT.
BOOHOOO.
whatever the case is,
im gonna work reaaaaaaaaaaaal hard
and get my 11 points for Os
or, do very well in midyears.
at least lemme pass my MATHS!!
motivated, motivated. im super motivated!!!

Monday, April 20, 2009

Sad sad sad.

AHHH damn sad now.
cos basically i wasted the whole day at home using computer!!!
seee! thats why i cannot stand myself staying at homeeeeee
i keep using computer.
but just now was for a good cause. hahahaha
omg, i must finish F&N by today and study my sciences tmr morning!!!
wish me luck. bye!

Sunday, April 19, 2009